What is going on?
Nothing much...
A smile on my face...
The only reassurance they need
But my head insists on something else
It's screaming, shouting, killing me inside
My body hurts
My heart and soul is gone
I think death is an understatement
I'm living with a smile
So no one will think
I need attention
They won't think I'm a needy bitch
Trying to gain sympathy
I'm just tired
I want to die
A painless death
Don't want to be a bother
To anyone around me
Don't want to stay
So i won't dampen the mood
I want to love
But I'm incapable of loving
I just want to die
A painful death is also fine
