mini tw for suicide!
A / N
- hello my beautiful readers! i hope you're having an amazing day/night/evening/afternoon/etc. !
- i've come to say that i will be trying to write more, and for the upcoming chapters there will be more fluff, including this one!
- i am so sorry about the last chapter, i wrote angst for once, i don't usually write angst so maybe it was a bit dramatic with chongyun, but now i'm back on the fluff spectrum, though it will only last for max. 5 chapters.
- enjoy this fluff, reader, it won't last forever!! <3
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bold = chongyun
italic = aether
normal = you
other = other characters
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it had been one year. chongyun hadn't woken up and i was starting to lose hope.
would he wake up? or would he peacefully die in his sleep? i don't know. what if he never woke up?
his hospital room is flooded with gifts from me at this point. and i was contemplating suicide too now. i don't want to feel this guilt anymore.
i slowly walked up to my window...
DING!
i heard from my phone it was a notification from our local hospital?
it looked like a message from a robot.
Hello, ( y / n )--
yeesh, grammar much?
Hello, ( y / n ), we've reached you because of an important matter.
Chongyun has woken up.
i was speechless. i got down from my window.
RING RING! RING RING!
i answered the call
" hello ? is this ( y / n ) ? "
" y - yes this is them. "
" this is the hospital, chongyun -- "
" IS HE OKAY ? HE WOKE UP RIGHT -- IS HE FINE ? "
" chongyun is better. he woke up safely, you may visit him. "
i ran to the local hospital and went in his room.
" CHONGYUN ? ! ! ? "
" h - huh ? ( y / n ) ? "
" CHONGYUN ! ! "
i hugged him, crying and sobbing on his shoulder.
" hey hey ! don ' t cry , i ' m here now ! "
" i thought i'd never see you talking again . . . "
i said, muffled.
" shh, calm down. "
he hugged me back, i missed his touch.
" i - i mis - missed you so mu - much. "
i told him, sitting down next to him
" if you missed me that much , how long was i asleep for ? "
" one year. "
" ONE YEAR ? ! "
" chongyun . . . why did you try to kill yourself ? "
" . . personal. "
" . . . alright. don't do it again though ! ! cause . . i really do love you. we've been friends since we were babies, and when we turned 10 . . well maybe my feelings for you started ! "
" ( y / n . . . may i sneak a kiss ? "
" H - HUH ? ! ! ? u - umm sure ! ! "
fnoiahfoihnir we kissed AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!
" hey ( y / n ) ? did you know that you're my motivation to keep on with life ? "
" i - i am ? "
" yup ! and that's why i love you ! "
" hah ! i love you too. well you should get rest, i'll get goi -- "
" nooooooooo ! ! ( y / n ) stay with me a little longer !!! can ' t you stay over for the night ? "
" well . . . i guess so. "
" lay down next to me ! ! ! let ' s cuddle ( y / n ) ! "
" a - ah ! okay! "
i lay down next to him, he hugged me tightly. it made me happy, knowing that i was
his motivation.
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A / N !
- yoohoo ! i finally finished this chapter and i feel sooooo proud of myself!
- and i've decided that from now on, a chapter shall be posted every saturday! and if i feel productive enough, two chapters a week :))
- i hope you enjoyed this lovely chapter, goodbye beautiful readers!
- signing off,
zo.
