Fix Me

Epilogue

Dear Lover,
If you are reading this, then I am gone.

I wasn't able to hang on much longer. Because you were gone, and I needed you so much. But you never turned your head to look back at me. I despise you.

But I loved you so much. You were my world, all the planets and galaxies wrapped into one. And I couldn't have asked for a better person like you. I enjoyed you while it lasted. And I miss your sweet kisses. I wish I'd known you were leaving so I could kiss you one last time.

Oh how pain changes people.

You ruined me.

And I hope you suffer dearly from the pain you bestowed upon me. I hope you cry for endless nights. I hope you bleed my out like I did you. I hope you starve yourself to a point where you can't stand up. I hope you can't breathe when you take I breath.

I hope you end up like me.

Thanks for all the memories you gave me. I loved them like I loved you.

If I ever do see you again, I will never forgive you. Let these words allow you to never sleep again at night.

I hope when you are high as hell and nothing is right, you have the urge to run into a freeway.

I'll still remember you. Don't forget me.

Yours Sincerely,
-S