The first reason I am broken

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As the oldest child, I felt the pressure to be perfect. Only to realize that in my parents eyes the boys are perfect. Feeling like love from my parents was conditional. I have felt like I am not good enough and having to do what they say for them to love me. Once I was older and wanting to do things my way. Made them mad which I moved out since I wanted to do things my way. I was the first one to graduate college but wasn't enough.

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