How we met (kit Connor x y/n)

The truth

(self harm and sucide)

Kits pov

I woke up to y/n shooting up im terror I sat up and placed my hand on her back carefully rubbing circles "you okay baby" she shook her head no " I had a nightmare about joe finding out about yesterday and him being really really mad at me" I hugged her "he won't be mad just worried again" she shakes her head "we have to tell him"

"I know I can be thiere when we do" she shook her head "please do I could use the help I have no idea how he will react and what if it's badly" I looked at her "it won't be badly he will just be worried" she sighed I wiped away her tears and kissed her "now what do you say we go talk to him" she looked at me "oh uhm okay" I smiled "I'm proud of you baby" she smiled a little "for what"

"For being strong even tho your scared and worried" you shook your head "but I wasn't strong I still did it" I smiled and placed my hand on her cheek "that doesn't matter you are still strong atleast you lasted as long as you did right 3 years that's a long time" she shook her head and kissed me  than pulled away "we can go now"

She sighs and gets up off the bed "you coming kitten" I smile "yup ya know I have to change out of my pjs" she rolled her eyes "just change your shirt no one will no you wore those sweats last night" I smirked "you just wanna see me
Shirtless" she blushed "what no" I got up and walked over to my closet and pulled out a shirt "okay well I guess I'll just change my shirt" she smiled and pulled out her phone pretending to be on it well I changed

"Okay now let's go I guess" she grabbed my hand internet our fingers as we walked downstairs once we got to the door I let go "we can't hold hands or kiss in public unless you want the press to find out and post about it" she sighed "okay fine" we both walked out of the house and walked to her place the closer we got the less she smiled "it's gonna be okay he won't be mad alright" I said stopping in my tracks "okay" she looked at me "okay" I wiped the tear that fell down her face as we walked in

"Oh sis how was your night" joe walked around the corner asking "oh hi kit" I smiled "hey" y/b looked at her brother "bubba we need to talk" joe looked at her slightly confused she walked over to the couch pulling him along I sat down next to her "is everything okay" she slightly shook her head no "please don't be mad" he looked at her "y/n" I could tell he already knew what she was gonna say another reason at rolled down her face "I'm sorry I-I did it again I k-know I promised but it was right thiere and it was so tempting and I just did it I'm sorry" he pulled her into a hug

"Is it bandaged" she looked at me "yeah kit bandaged it last night" he looked at me "how did he know you did it" I rubbed the back of my neck "I just noticed yesterday that when I went back into my changing room she pulled her sleeve down lower almost as if she was hiding something,once she left I looked around my room looking for blood and I found some when she came to my house and I talked to her about it and bandaged them up" he looked at y/n "please just come to one of us next time"

She looked at the ground "but both you guys were acting, and I just saw the key and used it im sorry bubba" he sighed slightly "come on you know the rules" she stood up "I know" he looked at me "kit will you help us, we need to go around the house and lock away everything sharp" I looked at y/n she shook her head slightly "yeah sure I'll help" we spent the next 3 hours searching around the house for all the sharp things after we finished we all sat down

"Thank kit for your help would you like to stay and watch a movie or something" I looked at y/n again and she shook her head yes "uhm yeah I'll stay"

After a little while she fell asleep with her head on joes lap and her feet on mine I looked at joe "thank you really I'm surprised she's opened up to you this much" I looked at him weirdly "what do you mean" he sighed and moved some hair out of your face "she has really bad trust issues she was in a really bad realationship freshman year, and it typically takes people a couple of months before she even thinks to tell them about this" I slightly shook my head "well I'm glad she came to me" he sighed "yeah" I looked at him

"What's up" he looked at me "I don't know I guess I'm just worried, I don't want the same thing to happen, she means the world to me I mean she's my sister we grew up together we've taken care of eachother when we're sick, I mean we grew up pretty much without parents we only had eachother" a tear ran down his face "and when I saw her on that bathroom floor I felt my heart break, I was terrified, and all this bullying and all that stuff all she needs is someone to love her be thiere for her all the time and I can't always do that, promise me you'll help me take care of her please" I shook my head "I promise I won't let her get to that point" he shook his head "thank you kit this means a lot" I smiled "always"