The Person in the Mirror

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I can't keep lying to myself.

I have to accept this.

Accept me.

Accept them.

No more lies.

It hurts me too much.

It destroys my mentality to the point where I fear.

I can't take it anymore.

I understand that I've changed.

I get that I'm no longer the same person

But...

At the same time, I am.

I'm spiraling.

I'm descending deeper into madness

Letting these thoughts consume me.

My entire person was fake.

My entire personality was a flaw.

I'm a flaw to humankind.

...

No, I'm not...

I'm beautiful.

...

That's also not true.

I'm disgusting.

I feel gross in my own body.

I feel the need to destroy it.

I feel the need to kill it.

I need to stop.

This isn't healthy.

I'm not stable anymore.

 I need help.

But, I don't want help...

I don't want to burden others with my problems.

I don't want them to think I'm annoying.

That was my point.

I was supposed to keep it all in.

So why am I telling you this?

...

Nobody's there.

Who am I talking to?

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