She feels the pain
The blood is pure
"Are you okay?"
she answers "sure"
She appears happy
Her smile is fake
She doesn't know
how much more she can take
They think she's perfect
She thought she was too
until she found
the pain was true
she hates her life
she want's to escape
her confidence
turned into hate
she thinks shes alone
with no one there
she cry's all night
she thinks no one cares
no one understands her
this beautiful girl
she needs help
her heads in a swirl
she doesn't want to live
this life with
all her pain
disappears with a knife
She is tired
she wants out
but her mind is in doubt
what about the ones who love?
she''ll make them all so sad
then she remembers no one does
herself is all shes ever had.
she takes pill after pill
she lays herself down
a bottle to many
she lets herself drown
she smiles as she falls asleep
feeling herself slip away
letting the pain disappear
her last goodbye was said that day
nobody cared enough
to hear her cry
nobody thought
that she would die
