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A guy sitting in doc's cabin his hands are shaking in nervousness He thinks of drinking water he pours a Glass of water and starts drinking sip from it every now n then..The doc came

The doc came

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Dr.Avinash Verma


D: Sorry I hope Apko zyada wait nhi karna para...HI I'm Dr.Avinash verma...
He offers his hand to him he nervously shook hands with him the doc gave a smile and asked him to sit..
D.A: you can call me Avi or whatever you feel comfortable calling okay? Don't think I'm Your therapist consider me as a well wisher hm?
He nodded
D.A: So shall we start then? Pehle apne hisab se apna intro dijiye khudke bare mein kuch bataiye..
P: Mera nam Karan Kundrra hai... Main ek actor hu..ya shayad tha ya hu..pata nhi..main akela rehta hu lockdown chal raha hai toh kam bhi nhi hai..I'm not used to it.. Mujhe busy rehna pasand tha humesha se shayad isliye..
D.A : Don't hesitate paani pijiyie waise aap kabhi pi bhi chuke ho..
Kk chuckled
D.A : Anyways Continue ( smiled)
Kk: Isliye shayad apne rishto ko dhyan nhi de paya..Main pehle aisa nhi tha I used to be a family person..mere liye woh hi sab kuch hua karte thy..par jabse maine apne dream ko chase karne ka socha main wahi bhagta gaya rishte piche chut gaye..Apne shyad parha ho mere bare mein articles chape hai How I'm a play boy how I use Girls for my pleasure n stuff like that..main nhi bolta woh sab galat hai sahi kehte hai shayad shayad main waisa hi tha..mera ek relationship tha N it was a serous one! She was elder than me I used be dependent on her for many things.. Kam ki wajah se hum zyada time nhi spend kar pa rahe thy..Aur jab uske sath time spend karta tha dosto ko lagta tha unko ignore kar raha hu woh matter nhi karte mere life mein..I used argue on that with them ek time ke baad sab se baat karna bandh hogaya..Mere Parents Mujhse khush nhi thy woh meri ex ko pasand nhi karte thy I always knew but they were sweet enough kabhi uske samne kaha nhi usko jataya nhi..
D.A: Toh breakup kaise hua?
Kk: communication gap..lack of efforts short of time maybe..Undino main bohot busy tha meri ek webseries ka shoot chal raha tha aur ek punjabi movie release pe it was hectic..And I admit I was grumpy those days..Woh mujhe bohot sawal puch rahi thi she was doubting that I Had cheated on her.mere web series ki co star ki saath Kuch intimate scene thy..there were rumours flowing I'm dating her and I remember she was screaming like anything for an explaination Which I refused to give..Mujhe argue nhi karna tha maine usse bol diya jo soch na hai sochne ko And the fact that I Don't care..She repeated my words That I didn't care then I should f**k off and she left..tab lockdown nhi tha kuch dino baad lockdown announce kiya I was Very tensed looking at the pandemic..Shuru mein kam tha Jaise taise Webseries ka shoot khatam kiya Thank god ki pehle sign kiya tha..Meri woh movie jo release hone wali thi woh ruk gayi theatres bandh kardiye gaye..uske baad kuch ads collabs kiye 2 gaans giye.. Aur aise thoda thoda kam milna bandh hogaya.. Akela tha vella bhi isliye shayad meri life ki jo bhi situation thi uske bare mein Bohot socha aur jab finally samjha I thought to hit myself hard thinking I was good for nothing na apne rishte sambhal paaya aur na hi career...Upar Meri ex alag baj rahi thi usne pata nhi kya sochke post kardiya that cheated on her...shayad iski wajah se bhi meti career pe effect hua..people were cursing me for death on social media I was helpless and all alone 6 mahine mein 2 baar suicide karne ki koshis ki but I Don't know Why I'm still alive was I lucky enough or too unlucky that I failed to kill myself too..kehte mushkil ke waqt mein kaun apna hai samjh ata hai mere Dad ne mujhse mahino baat nhi ki thi he talked to me Omi..I mean mera manager mere bhai jaisa hai usne meri family ko inform kiya..sorry complain kiya! Ki unka beta jisko pal pos ke bara kiya itna ucha lamba kad hatta katta banaya kaise marne chala tha..Dad bohot chillay mujhe zara bhi bura nhi laga.. my mum was crying aur kasme diye ja rahi thi dubara aise na sochne ko I assured them I Won't..Omi was sweet enough Mum dad ne usko mera dhyan rakhne ke liye ruk ne ko kaha woh mann bhi gaya..usne mera bohot dhyan rakkha..
D.A : Are you comfortable talking about Why Did you commit suicide for the second time? I mean second aisa kya hua ki..?
Kk: Pehle sirf mujhpe baat thi Maine jaise taise sambhal liya khudko..par My family also was dragged in this trash..They started trolling then cursing them bcz of me Meri mum ke,barein mein itne gande gande comments main bol bhi nhi sakta(closed his eyes)
D.A: It's okay Karan! Relax!
Kk: No it isn't My sister literally got threats from random people..I couldn't tolerate so I...I just...
D.A: You decided to end it by killing yourself
Kk looked at him ib surprise. Kk: yeah..exactly I Don't know if could read my mind..but yeah That Was the thought.. Omi luckily saved me right in time I ate a lot of sleeping pills at once.. He saved me usne mujhe bohot data jaise main Koi chota baccha hu aur woh mera guardian Bohot samjhaya aur kaha yaha aane ko He suggested Consulting therapist.. actually suggest nhi kiya deal kiya tha yaha aya toh Mumma ko dad ko nhi batayga..pata nhi yeh Mom ka chamcha kab bangya usne bohot emotional blackmail kiya and here I am!...but Yeh saari baatein jo bhi maine kaha woh sab maine aajtak kisiko nhi kaha I hope aap..
D.A: Oh plz Karan yeh mera kam hai you know covid mein aise bohot cases badh gaye hai..sab hi apne ghar se ya apne apno se dur hai khudka akela samjh rahe hai baat karne ko koi nhi mil rahi..Same problems in each patients..only few cases are different..
Kk: Puh..plz I'm no patient main toh bas..
He laughed n : okay nhi bolta I forgot bohot logo ko pasand nhi yeh sunna noted next time I Won't.. Accha Toh hui saari dukhiyali baatein ab kuch acchi cheeze bolo jaise What's your hobbies or favourite food?
Kk: I love traveling..Khane mein Mum ke haat ka Dosa aah I CAN EAT IT whoLE DAY..Rajma chawal butter chicken.. Street foods bohot pasand hai diet karha tha lockdown se pehle hi khana chor diya bohot time hogaya khay..
D.A: okay Music pasand hai?
Kk: A LOT! But.. Mann nhi karta sunne ka zyada..har cheez se disconnected feel karta hu jaise..
D.A: Toh time kaise Jata hai?
Kk : I read books aur man kiya toh thoda exercise...
D.A: interesting! what kind of books you read knowledgeable or stories?
Kk: knowledge based
D.A: Oh noted...Neend aati hai thik se?
Kk: Nhi
D.A: Okay Karan I've made a routine for you..apko yeh cheezein karni hai..Sabse pehle I want you to shift somewhere jaha aas pas log ho! Aur roz subah subah uya Jab bhi mauka mile apko 30 Min at least khuli hawa mein Walk karna waise subah hi best hai subah ki taazi hawa mind fresh karti hai..aisi jagah jana jaha peir ho n Birds chirping also..umm..koi park mein ja sakte ho jab log kam ho not bcz of covid otherwise bhi yehi bolta! Aur khana Aap apne unhi favourite foods ko khaiye jo bohot din se nhi khaya apne but Don't make it a Habit since you like street food much Apki physical health ko effect nhi karana..Aur books aap parh sakty ho lekin stories parhna but except tragedy n horror based..Adventures.. rom-com..Mysterous historical parh sakty ho..n music ofc Kabhi kabhi gaane bhi suniye ga..exercise aap zyada nhi karenge that will exhaust you which isn't good ek limit tak thik hai..
He explained further and Kk nodded
Kk: Avj kya shift hona zaaroei hai?
D.A: Zaaroori nhi must! YOU Have to! apka environment badalna is needed.. Iske alava Don't feel hesitate to call or text me okay?
Kk nodded left From There Parves his driver he was also like a bro to him mostly his team Has become his second family..Parvez kept nagging about what doc said Kk shook his head in disbelief and in irritation
Kk: oye kakke drive kar yar ultimately Omi bol hi dega tereko ya usse puch liyo
P: Aap batao
Kk: yaar!
P: thik hai usse puch lunga!( kitne ziddi hai)
Next day a girl was getting ready for her work she was running late she stuffed her mouth with food which her mom gave Her whole time scolding her she heard a voice..
P: kitna thusti Hai! Ek saath pett hai ki kua?late nhi ho raha ab?
The girl turned angrily
G: Pra! Just Shut up! Dikh nhi raha Aai chilla rahi hai kal Bina khay chali khayi thi ab tak suna rahi hai!
P: Accha kiya..
Teju hit on his arms
Tm: Bilkul! aur kal nhi Tu "Aajkal" Bina breakfast kiye ja rahi hai kitni baar bola..
Teju: Aai aai aai I love you Soo much meri cutu! Aaj kha liya dekho ( she showed her mouth like a kid assuring they finished food)
Pra: hahaha cutu 😂kya,kya bula ti hai yeh Pagal!
Teju ignored him and left..

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