Tokyo Revengers ff 『The Hell I've Been Through』

十四

Takara Pov

I walk along side draken kun who was awfully silent, i tap him on the shoulder and he back away a little

'whatcha thinking?'

I asked, the guy just smile tho it didn't last a second when he look back down at the ground showing that glum look on his face once again what could've happen? I walk pass the guy without him noticing it, he continue walking until he bump into to me, he gave me a questioning look while i just smiled at the guy

'what ever it is your thinking make sure you don't get drown on them'

I said flicking his forehead, he gave me a sincere smile and scratch his nape

'hehe sorry was i that stressed??'

He asked eyes smiling at me as he scratched the back of his head, i just nod with a smile then patted his shoulder

'now.. what was the thing you wanted to talk to me about?'

'well..'

He started off, i can feel that he was getting tense ones again so i rapped my arms around his neck, it wasn't that hard for me cause he was just two inches taller than me

'draken kun y'know you don't have to tell me if your still not ready'

He shook he's head and breathe out a big sigh as he cleared his throat

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I woke up and look around finding my self in a hospital, i tried remembering why was i here in the first place, i look at my arms and some kind of tubes was connected on my wrist, I raised a brow in confusion, i tried recalling what happened sending a  shrieking pain into my head, i held my head as i try to restrain the lugubrious pain in my head, i tried pushing back to remember but it was no use, later on the door opened revealing my grandpa who runs towards me and gave me a smack on the head, i saw the look that emit on the nurses face but i just smiled

'why didn't you forfend yourself you idiot?!'

He gave me another wack, i scratch my nape as i simply smiled at him

'I'm in the hospital with a tube connected to my veins and all you can do is smack me..'

I muttered as i look down at the tube

'i heard that you juvenile!!'

I simply clasped my hands together closing my eyes as i bowed my head haft way

'I'm really sorry Oyaji!!'

I was expecting another smack on the head but it didn't happen which made me shock more when he pulled me into his chest as he hug me

'It's still not your time you idiot, are you trying to leave more earlier than me?! I was so worried..'

He whispered the last part, after that the nurse explained what happened to me and that's when I remember that i was getting bullied by my classmates and was getting thrown by rocks, i was good at fighting since my old man had thought me since... as long as i can remember. But he also told me to not used my strength as weapon to other people, i should use it for a better cause

I had my self staring at the ceiling as long as I can remember, the room was completely silent because the old sage was asleep. I was frustrated, even tho they have told me what happened, i still feel something was missing and i don't know what was it and it's driving me crazy

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Author Pov

'What did you say?!'

I asked as i saw the man who was already crying on my lap, i caressed his back awkwardly since i wasn't used to comforting people cause i don't have a lot of friends, i mostly spent my time with the old man so it leads me awkward to human interaction, i did tried going to school but that only last until i was eight cause i was always getting bullied and the old man was scared that i might breakdown and end killing my school mate and also i did begged him to remove me to school

'a-are you sure about that?'

I stuttered trying to take in every information, he just simply nod as he sob and sob, he must be suffering from guilt all this time and no one was there to comfort him. Well not just him, now my questions had been answered, why her eyes was filled with pain, those eyes that held a darker past, which when you look at it you'll immediately feel pity

'It makes me feel horrible day by day thinking how she is suffering from that demon that supposed to be in me, she we're fighting it every second everyday, even if it was breaking her and she never had the thought of giving up and let it fully control her, she was still there, hanging by a thread that could snap any moment, but she wasn't scared, she have trained herself to get use to it until the day all her plans work out'

He paused as the bitterness and pernicious word rolled out of his mouth, he's tears that held the heaviness, the guilt topping over him, almost drowning him

'She's amazing isn't she? She's drowning over all that pain but she can still pull out a plan to save us all, a plan to get all of us out of here'

My mind stop functioning as i let the words sink in, my heart ache but i didn't let it show since the guy beside me was already crumbling to pieces and adding mine won't give any help, i just simply pat his shoulder while he sob. She must be a very good person to him and he must be very important to her, to sacrifice herself, to put her self in that situation, somehow something inside was crumbling, true that the situation the woman had was sure agonizing but i didn't know her that much to feel this anxiety inside me

The fear of losing a 'very' important person

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