Hyunjin Imagines (gxg)

you have an anxiety attack (requested)

"Finally," Gowon sighed as you and Hyunjin got into the van.

The sound of the overexcited fans waiting outside immediately faded out as soon as the door was closed.

The girls have been busy all day today, going from place to place for interview after interview.

Although the girls adore all of the incredible fans that always show them love and support, they were all feeling a little overwhelmed as hundreds upon hundreds of them show up everywhere they're going today.

They weren't feeling all that well physically due to their lack of sleep and how busy they've been and now mentally, they're feeling a little off as well.

There was just one more interviewer and then the day was over.

You could all go back to the dorm together and you and Hyunjin can curl up and hold onto each other tightly without any worries or interruptions.

"Are you okay, my love?" Hyunjin asked upon noticing that you seemed quiet.

Truthfully, you didn't feel okay.

You feel very overwhelmed as every time you and Hyunjin get into the van or out of the van, people scream into your ears and try to touch you as you walk by.

It makes you nervous, so you're feeling a little on edge and you're trying to count down the time until you'd be back at the dorms, where you'll be safe and sound with Hyunjin.

"I'm fine," you lied and you knew Hyunjin probably saw through it but, regardless, she just nodded and kept a hand on your knee.

You arrived at the last place where the girls would do their final interview for the day.

The door opened once more and outside were even more fans than you've seen before at all of the other spots.

The other girls got out first before Hyunjin let go of your knee and stepped out, holding her hand out for you to grab.

When you got out, you hurriedly intertwined your fingers with hers for some much-needed reassurance.

You took a deep breath and followed behind Hyunjin.

Despite security being around, some of the fans weren't respecting your or the girls' boundaries.

Suddenly, your hand slipped out of Hyunjin's as a few fans grabbed you.

One grabbed onto your shirt, another grabbed your left arm, and another grabbed your hair.

You gasped from the shock you felt and the pain that occurred due to your hair being yanked by fans.

Hyunjin noticed and made them let you go immediately.

"Let her go!" She told fans sternly but as calmly as possible.

They let you go and instead of taking your hand, Hyunjin put her arm around you and made sure security surrounded both of you until you entered the building.

Your knees felt weak and you were trembling, feeling even more overwhelmed than before.

You don't do great around huge crowds, so that already startled you enough.

To be grabbed and to have so many people touching you and pulling at you while screaming into your ear made you feel even more anxious.

And as soon as the doors to the building were closed and the loud screams faded out, your knees gave out and you started to tremble.

"Y/N?" Hyunjin panicked as she knelt beside you.

"I can't breathe," you said as you squeezed your eyes shut, desperate to get some air into your lungs.

It quickly sank in for Hyunjin that you were having an anxiety attack.

You've had them several times before and Hyunjin instinctively began to help you through them.

"Hyunjin?" She heard JinSoul say. "Is she okay?"

"Yeah. We'll meet you up there. She's having an anxiety attack, I'm staying right here with her until she's feeling okay."

JinSoul understandingly nodded her head and gave you both some space as Hyunjin began to comfort you.

"Hyunjin, I can't breathe," you said, making yourself more anxious.

"I know what happened back there was scary, my love. It's okay that you're anxious. Just know that I'm here with you." She softly spoke as she wrapped her fingers around yours. "Take deep breaths."

"I don't think I can." You mumbled.

"I know you can. Just focus on me. I'm right here. I'll breathe with you."

Your breaths were shaky and your heart was pounding.

But you listened to Hyunjin take deep breaths beside you and quickly, you began to breathe in deeply, too.

"That's my girl." She encouraged. "You're doing a wonderful job. I know it's scary but you're a tough girl and you know you're safe with me."

"I know." You said. "It was just a lot."

"You were overwhelmed. It triggered your anxiety. That's perfectly understandable, sweet girl. I get it."

You opened your eyes and found her staring at you before she gave your hand a comforting squeeze.

"When we have to go back out there again, I will hold you in my arms and I won't let anyone touch a hair on your head. When we get to the dorm, we'll cuddle. You're going to feel much better. That anxiety rushing over you is going to be long gone. You're going to be fine."

"I like the sound of that."

"Me too." She smiled as she brushed her thumb across your hand.

"Just keep taking deep breaths."

"You need to go with the girls to-"

"Y/N, shh," she softly shushed. "I'm not leaving your side. Just breathe."

You curled up to her, finding comfort in her touch and her arms around you.

"You're doing a fantastic job. I've got you."

It took a few minutes for you to calm down.

It took a few minutes for your heartbeat to return to normal, for your palms to stop sweating, and for you to stop struggling to breathe.

"There are those pretty eyes," Hyunjin smiled as you opened your eyes again.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"Staying by my side to help me through my anxiety attack."

"You don't have to thank me for that. I'm always here for you." She promised before kissing your head. "I love you."

"I love you too."

She caressed your cheek for a second before she stood up, helping you to your feet.

"Come on. Only a little while longer and then we can go cuddle at the dorm."

"I'm looking forward to it." You said as you put your head on her shoulder, walking with her.