sanegiyuu :)

chapter 3

GIYUU POV:

I woke up feeling well rested only to see shinazugawa-san sleeping beside me and hugging me

'W-what the hell happened? ' I thought feeling a little panic

Did he changed my clothes too?
Did he took care of me?
D-did we do 'it'?

I shaked the thought of that and try to recall what happened
'Oh right I passed out.. 'I sighed in relief but got panicked about the clothes changing

Did he see it?
Is he gonna judge me?
Is he gonna shout about it?

My breathing became heavy as my head goes wild about what is gonna happen when he woke up

'I-i.. Gotta get out of here before he is gonna say stuff about It... ' I thought trying to stand up

I began trying to walk away but fell and a loud thud echoed the room
I began panicking even more as I try to crawl away tearing a bit from the pain

"T-tomioka? Hey calm down! " the person told me picking me up making me sit
I began shaking squeezing the fabric trying not to cry I closed my eyes hard trying to get ready about the yelling.

"Breath.. Calm down.. " shinazugawa grabbed my face making me look at him with teary eyes
I tried to breath normally but I was cut off from hiccup

"I'll give you water just wait here.. " shinazugawa whispered
"D-dont.. G... Go. " I grabbed his clothes

I don't want to be here alone right now.
I was picked up by him in bridal style and he goes to his kitchen making me sit on a chair

He grabbed a glass of water and handed it to me, I grabbed it and drank it slowly

"Thanks." I said in a straight face but I was still shaking

I tried not to show any emotions.
But he saw it through me.
How embarrassing.

"It's okay.. No ones here you can uhh cry.. " shinazugawa looked away blushing
"It's fine. I don't want to cry. " I began to scratch my arms not want to break down.

In front if him.

"Hey stop scratching your arms that's bad. " shinazugawa scolded me grabbing my hands and hold it
"Stop." I furrowed my eyebrows as I was saying that

"What? " he questioned
"Stop caring for me. " I gripped his hands hard
"Shut up. You need it tomioka. "
"Wow didn't know you care for me. " I rolled my eyes
"Listen I know I was a di-"
"You were. " I struggled to free my hands

"Listen if you want to tell me something.. Just tell me. " I told him

He stayed silent and his hair was covering his eyes forming a shadow

"I.... I know this isn't a great time.. " he stuttered
"Shut up and tell me. " I furrowed my eyebrows

"I... I li-no.. I love you. " he stuttered

What?
Is he joking?
Why would he tell me that?
No way.
That's a sick prank.
Why would he pranked about that.
I'm already hurt enough.

"Shut up. " I bit my lips
"I love you. "
"Shut up..! "
"I love you tomioka giyuu"
"STOP LYING"
"I'm not. "
"Y-YOU ARE"
"No I'm not. "
"THEN WHY DID YOU.. WHY DID YOU-.. why are you being mean to me.. "I tried calm in myself

That was it.
I was now crying.

" I was a bitch, and I don't know how to express it that's why... I was being bitchy to you. " he looked at me frowning