Utaite Oneshots

Angst drabbles (random thoughts)

This might be a little dark haha, just random bubbles of ideas and inspiration. Very short too since it was just... random.

oh yeah, its the 99th part of this book! I'm preparing something special for the 100th part, as well as starting another crossover book. Hooray, time to not finish it too. However, this might take time to come out. Mai's tired and honestly, have been really burnt out since February, maybe even before that. I'm fine though, probably... but I'll probably be taking a hiatus soon to recover and take a break. 

Anyway, I hope everyone will stay safe and healthy, I'll see you guys around.

"Bye."

A weak soft whisper as Sou watched them drift away one by one. They were all leaving... No more... he didn't want anymore... It hurt too much...

After Eve had left him behind, it felt like the world was crashing down around him.

No more, it hurt.

Even if Eve came back the pieces, it was too far gone. Too destroyed to restore. His chest felt too tight to even talk anymore.

If only... things never changed. If only it stayed the same.

It was too hard to breathe, too hard to think. The best was just to turn away, to pretend it wasn't there. That shattered hope, the broken wish.

Was it his fault? Was he just not good enough?

He just wanted to cling to that false happiness. That happiness that seemed so far away.

Was it worth holding onto anything anymore? Being left alone for hours in a foreign place, terrified with no one. Being someone who was not worth their time, always too busy. Being someone who just watches, pushing everyone away.

Maybe this was for the best. To blend away into the crowd. Maybe the letter he wrote was pointless as history only repeated itself time and time again. Maybe it was better to throw it all away.

It wasn't like anyone would miss him.