𝗂. 𝗗𝗔𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦 . 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗇

𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗼

i miss how we used to be. careless, youthful and happy. why did i have to give away so many parts of myself to you and lose myself? i want me back. my friends don't understand me anymore.

when i love, i love fiercely. i love with every particle of my being. i want to burn this notebook. it's of no use. i'm saying i love you to you even though you can't hear me.

no one can hear me anymore. even if i scream, i can't breathe because i feel like i'm underwater. i wish this ends before i do.

─ extract from the journal of park sunghoon.