I wish you'd pay attention to me
And I wish I didn't feel this way about it all..
I wish I couldn't care less
About the read messages left unreplied,
About the ''I love you'' everyone left on seen,
About the ''I'm not feeling well'' you all ignored
Or about all the messages I deleted out of shame
Of not getting a reply or a sign you even care about what I have to say.
You talk about contribution,
But my ideas are never an option
And when I suggest something new,
That I know would fit in almost perfectly,
You'd rather see someone else's point of view
And I'm tired of feeling useless.
You never even wait for me
Unless I tell you to,
You pretty much exclude me
From the activities you guys do together.
I get the impression you barely care
About my feeling and well being
And I swore I'll never vent to you again,
Because, every time I do, I end up feeling worse than I was in the first place.
Thank you for making me feel horrible
And I'm sorry for starting to actually believe you.
