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But looking back I realize
Sometimes dreams were meant to die
So you're someone I have
to leave behind

❤︎

"Appa?"

"Yes, princess?"

Minho looked up at his daughter,
a frown on his face seeing
her pouting.

He had been busy playing with
their little bean the past hour as
he laid on the couch with the
small girl sitting on his tummy,
her kitten plushie in her arms.

"Snuggles."

Of course she wanted to cuddle,
it's been two days since her papa
left for his therapy trip and his
family was missing him
dearly already.

She still didn't understand
why he had to go, she thought
that with her baby sibling in
his tummy, he'd stay at
home more often.

Her appa needed to take care
of him just like he had taken care
of Minho when Jinae had been
in her appa's belly.

"Come here, baby.
Snuggles it is"

He cooed when his princess
cuddled up to his side after he
had made some space for her,
her tiny sister already sprawled
out on their father's chest.

Aera poked Jinae's chubby cheek
gently making the small girl squeal
cutely and Minho's heart jump.

They'd manage those four weeks,
for Jisung.

And just having their two
wonderful daughters in his
arms made him realize how
truly happy he was to
have them.

Especially after what happened,
again.

"I love you two so much, babies.
Appa loves you so so much."

He leaned down to press
two long kisses on their heads,
smiling when his little bean
mumbled a soft 'Appa' before
stuffing her tiny hand in
her mouth.

And Aera nuzzled her face
against his shoulder with
a happy sigh.

Minho smelled like her papa
because he was wearing his hoodie,
she liked that.

She missed him so much.

The hug he had given her the evening
before he left had been so long,
so warm.

He had let her crawl on his lap
and had wrapped his arms
around her small body while she
had buried her face in his chest,
tiny hands resting on the little
baby bump.

He had kissed her head
multiple times while breathing
in her sweet natural scent,
loving those small palms
rubbing the swell on his belly.

And he told her that he loved
her so much, that he was sorry
for not being there for her the past
weeks and for making her sad.

Aera had just hummed softly
before looking up at her papa
with her huge doe eyes sparkling,
her adorable chubby cheeks
puffed out like a little squirrel.

'Baby loves you too, papa.'

"Appa?"

"Yes, princess?"

Minho smiled and pecked
his daughter's soft chubby
cheekie gently because he
simply couldn't resist it.

Especially now that he
couldn't kiss his fiancé's squishy
marshmallow cheeks at the moment,
he was even more addicted to the
fluffy cheeks of their daughters.

"Will the baby come in autumn too?"

"Aww sweetie.
No, the baby won't be born
in autumn, they'll come in spring.
You don't have to wait that long
anymore."

"Hm. Baby will see the
chewwy blossoms!"

Alone that was enough to
make Minho smile widely,
he was just so damn happy that
Aera was apparently very excited
for her new sibling.

It helped to forget about
their son for a while.

He doubted that his little bean
knew what was going on though,
she'd probably wonder from time
to time why her papa's belly was
getting bigger and bigger and
one day there'd be a tiny
whimpering bundle.

And only then she'd maybe
realize that she wouldn't be
the youngest anymore, maybe.

Because when their little one
would come, Jinae would be only
one and a half years old.

Still their little bean.

"Yes princess, the baby will be
our own tiny cherry blossom." 

Jisung sighed softly as he
looked outside of the large
window his room had,
watching the ducks on the
shore of the small lake.

Two big ducks with their
five little ducklings, a family
the blonde could have had but
will never have.

"Do you miss your appa and sisters?"

He asked softly as he let his hand
wander over his baby bump,
his gaze never leaving
the birds outside.

"Because I do, I miss them so much.
Let's fight this stupid depression
so we can go home as soon
as possible."

❤︎

Why do I feel like I'm boring
everyone with the story?