me or her (The Bad Guys) (Finished)

flashbacks

*Rachelle pov*

I remember this flashback like any other, I was sitting on a chair waiting for my therapist to come in any minute. Her name is penny white but I call her ms white I have to admit she is nice and is willing to help me with my problems but I think I'm fine.

I don't need any help or anybody talking to me and if I need help I'll fix it myself but my little brother Samuel makes me go anyways I despise that damn cat sometimes he just gets under my skin and reminds me of my ex from friend sash. God, I hate that bitch for taking away Zachary from me, I don't give a damn if she knew or didn't know zack WAS MINE! But I can't do anything about it now that the lovebirds are married and have been for about four-five years I found out on their Instagram accounts a while ago I believe the two live in New York and have two kids rosemary and billy

I just wish I had a family with him I loved him, but he always had eyes for sash and nobody else and it hurts a lot, still does to this day. It hurts me to see my ex-friend sash with zack but I need to move on and forget about those two. They're not worried about me they have their life together with taking care of their kids why. just why would Zachary (zack's full name) or sash especially for what I've done do her. I ruined our friendship and it can't be repaired even if I try to. I tried to murder her and take her life away and I had to admit that I did feel bad but at the same time I liked it, I liked hearing her scream and cry and begging me to stop even when Zachary got me off of sash I was still happy to have gotten my payback I didn't even care if our friendship was over or if she despised me for almost killing her I didn't care and I still don't now Zachary and sash can hate me all they want to as long as I get my revenge on whoever I want too.

I looked out the window waiting for my therapist to come it's been over 10 minutes now and this woman still hasn't come in yet! I shouldn't have come here just a waste of time like usual. I then heard the doorknob open and someone come in "oh I'm so sorry I'm late ms. Caty! I was running late due to my son being sick I hope you can understand anyways let's get started. So how are you feeling today?" Penny said to me closing the door behind her, she was wearing a light gray sweater with blue pants and black boots on today last week was a dress I believe but to be honest who cares I quickly turned my head to look at her in surprise and a bit of happiness to know she was finally here and didn't show up and yes being the evilest person in this stor- I mean HERE! I did understand where she was coming from I didn't feel like replying to her so I smiled making her know I understood her.

Penny took a seat across from me with a clipboard in her hands, she wrote down some stuff and then looked up to smile at me so..talk to me, ever since you left your childhood town have you gotten in touch with you're father or any other family members? Penny said as I turned away I couldn't speak or say anything that was there to even say nothing has been the same since I left my town months ago my mom doesn't call that much and my father well he's another story but at least my brother calls only on Friday's Sunday's and Mondays because of college he's been really "busy"

"Rachelle.."

"Yes!"

"Look..If you don't want to talk about your family, you don't have too if it's something personal we can talk about other things like sash you mentioned her last week. She's a friend of yours right?"

"Yeah Friend I guess I could tell you about her, it's a long story so I guess we're gonna be here a while.."

"Oh..ok, Go ahead I'm here to listen"

I sat up taking a deep breath in and out before talking, I knew this was gonna be hard to say but I had to say it, I couldn't hide it or keep it hidden anymore when I have for so long. So I told her the truth about me and sash. I looked up at penny with a long sigh trying to stay strong then I started to talk

me and Sash were friends, best friends to be exact we did everything together she was like a sister to me and I was like a sister to her until December 7h of 2019 Zachary a cheetah came into our town he was a nice guy who moved here with his mom's Tiffany and Annie. me and him we're friends but I always felt like it was something more I didn't even know Zachary had feelings for sash and when I did it broke my heart eventually the two got together a day after I found out and to be honest I wasn't thinking straight and wanted to get my revenge on sash so one night she brought me to her house where Zachary was running late for their date and sash wanted me to help her pick out a dress

She would always leave her door to her apartment open due to everyone being so nice and friendly so I didn't have to knock, I and sash were in her room picking out dresses where she was talking about Zachary and how happy she was to be with the man of her dreams and that's where I took out a knife and I attacked her stabbing and cutting her body she begged and cried out for me to stop even trying to get me off of her but I was too far gone and wanted her to die slowly

I stabbed her six times that day, Zachary pulled me off of sash where he stayed with her and called the cops and the ambulance I was arrested and charged with attempted murder sash lived, and in court, sash didn't charge me with anything but she told me "You'll one day get what you deserve.." And to never talk or call her again and I did our friendship was over that day and sash and Zachary moved away and had a family. I just wished I could- ugh nevermind just forget about it I don't feel like talking anymore I'm sorry ms white I said holding in my tears, penny took some notes down and then looked back at me once more, her watch then went off beeping a few times

Oh! looks like our time is up, I thank you for seeing me, Rachelle, it's been a pleasure to talk and listen to you I'll see you next week on Thursday at 2:20, and next time I hope I won't be running late. My son should be feeling better by then you have a nice day and the rest of the week and weekend too! Call me if you'll like your appointment to be sooner bye-bye now! Penny said hugging me, I hugged her back once again putting on a smile and walking to the door, when I got to the door I opened it making my way outside noticing Diane

"Well hello, ms Diane, come on in!" Penny said smiling open, and the door for the fox, she walked past me saying nothing like I didn't exist to her, I just rolled my eyes walking out of the place I wasn't in the mood to start anything with "ms foxington" Not because I wanted too it's just that I wasn't in the mood like I said before. I have other plans for "the governor" just you wait diane, just you fucking wait..oh wait you won't be able to because you'll be dead.