"... and that's the end of Channie's room everybody! Big hug! Thank you Stays! Thank you baby Stays! And I see you guys next time!~"
If I could only feel the warmth of the hug. But I already knew he wouldn't ever be mine.
Not even after a million years.
"Hey, Sky. You're good?"
"Oh, yeah. I'm fine" I said. Lune looked at me, with worries in her eyes. "You're sure? You haven't rant about BangChan today, or anything about Stray Kids"
"No worries. You're probably tired of hearing me saying the same things over and over again"
It's because it's hurt to talk about them, especially Chris.
"Have you ever fallen madly in love with something that is real but too far from your reach?"
"Gurl, you probably have read too much fanfic for one day, and it's about BangChan right?"
"Um.. yeah.... I'll just go..."
You said everything is gonna be okay. So i trusted you with all of my heart.
But also realizing that it will hurt me too in the process"
"*cough*"
"Sky, you should get the cough syrup"
"Yeah.. I will"
I thought it was a normal flu because of the weather...
... but not until that one day
... I have start coughing out flower petals
... thought it was a dream
... but my body says otherwise.
... but the answer is clear
... I'll die from it
... I'll die from hanahaki disease where people get when experiencing one sided love
... because on he can cure it or death will come to me
... but who am I for him to care
... to be together
... to be in love with
.. haha very funny
.... but that's literally the reality of a fan that got hooked up too much that you start having feelings for the idol
... already knowing that they wouldn't even knew your existence
So... thank you, Chan. For giving me the experience of being in love with someone. You deserve the world and I want you to know that all Stay are here for you. Stray Kids are here for you.
Thank you.
THE END
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