What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When you look in the mirror and start crying in shame?
You walk the streets hoping no one would notice
The scars on your wrists that show that you are broken
You pull your sleeves down concealing them more
Secretly wishing someone would notice
And tell you that it will all be okay
You wish that someone would notice the tears in your eyes
And every time you lie that you're okay
Or your fake smile so desperate to break
That tonight blood will show on your skin
Maybe even that one day you will take your own life
But you realise you're all alone
No one is there to save you now
Like no one has ever been there
You're just relapsing again
Tearing rushing down your face
So you close your eyes
Say your last prayer
And leave this world
For the last time
