it's alright I'm here

travels

"c'mon tommy it won't be a bad idea visiting exile can't be that bad it'll be good to help" "plus I need a distraction" Wilbur paused and took a long inhale in "I need a distraction because of Fundy and everything" Wilbur looked off into the distance avoiding the subject of his son's suicide he didn't wanna think about it  tommy felt bad for Wilbur he understood all to well not wanting to have to deal with emotions and trying to rid them tommy took a long inhale in and a long but a bit shaky exhale out "m alright i guess" Wilbur shifted his gaze back to tommy "great!" "Look I promise you it'll be good for you tommy" wilbur ruffled Tommy's hair and they sat in silence after that until they approached exile tommy could see it was a dot then a blur then there he was exile he felt nausea his stomach and chest tightened all the memory's and nightmares rushed into his brain Wilbur had already stepped out of the small boat they were  traveling on he offered tommy a hand "you good man?" Wilbur's words were distant fuzzy tommy snapped out of his gaze he took Wilbur's hand "m yep I'm always good I'ma big man n shit" but Tommy still couldn't help but feel uneasy being back here was harder then he thought his legs felt like jelly he didn't want to move but he pushed himself onwards he went about touring wilbur around until he finally reached the tower tommy froze for too long he swallowed his breath felt shallow he felt the same nausea as before he  to breath in and out calming him self he recollected "uhm d-do do you know what this is?" Tommy anxiously said trying to fight back more rushed and surgery of unwanted emotions "m no is it a skyscraper wood tower?" "N-no remember what I told you about d- tommy froze shaking a little when mentioning his name which Wilbur took notice to "what I told you about dream" tommy spoke as clearly as he could without stuttering Wilbur frowned abit "yes he took your stuff ..blew it up.hurt you scared you" Wilbur was having a hard time a little believing dream did this his hero? Dream but Tommy was his little brother "w- well when I couldn't take it anymore it got so bad when I didn't his voice was breaking a bit his words came out in a croak and tremble "when I couldn't" Wilbur concern laced in his voice spoke gently "it's okay tommy breath take your time" tommy re-focused  abit "when it got so bad I made this he paused a while to to die to kill myself" Wilbur froze in shock and  anger lacing through his veins he stood in shock he hadn't ever felt this upset ever HIS little brother traumatized BROKEN by dream  he froze dream ohh dream he was gonna have words with him he was gonna make sure dream felt pain and fear Wilbur realized he'd zoned out he was lost in thought fantasizing  hurting dream in every way he could he had zoned out tommy was worriedly asking if he's okay he took a breath to calm himself "I'm fine tommy I'm sorry I'm so so  sorry that happened to you I promise dream will never touch you again" Wilbur had walked to tommy and hugged him tightly burying Tommy's head into his coat tommy didn't mind he missed Wilbur he missed affection that wasn't one sided and not meaningful and from a certain  person who didn't care tommy hugged Wilbur back burying himself deep into Wilbur's chest and coat he didn't care Wilbur smelt of stale lake water and cigarette smoke he hadn't got a hug from his brother in such a long time Wilbur softly combed his hands through Tommy's blond curls "no one will ever hurt you again tommy" Wilbur spoke soft resting his chin on Tommy's head still running his fingers through Tommy's hair in that moment tommy had never felt safer he felt protected he wanted to stay wrapped up in Wilbur's arms forever

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