Tomothy Smut

A Special Gift

We paid the cab driver and stumbled into the flat.
I was definitely feeling more of a buzz than Tom was, but we didn't even have that much to drink.
Tom immediately went to sit on the couch, kicking his shoes off and discarding the jacket he was wearing.
I grabbed them off the floor and hung the jacket up, and placed his shoes on the floor. I looked at him, he had this smile on his face that always gave me reassurance.
"Tim..thank you so much for everything, this has been the greatest birthday I've had."
I looked down quickly and smiled,
"I'm glad you're happy." I said while walking over to the closet.
I opened the sliding door to hang my coat up on the hook and then reached for the present that I had been waiting to give Tom.
He had been talking about it for some time and I knew that he would be so happy, it was a guitar.
"What are you doing?" He asked curiously, I turned around and held the case in my hand.
Tom's eyes widened and he sat up, a smile grew on his face.
"Did you really?" Was all he managed to say before I instantly replied with
"Yes."
I brought it over, and placed it by Tom, he opened the case and looked at the guitar, he looked so happy, and it made me even more happy to see him like that.
"I can't believe you remembered, this will do me well during band practice."
Was all he said before placing it back and instantly hugging me.
I could tell he was crying a little bit, cause of the shakiness in his voice while he said
"Thank you" over and over again. I rejoiced in his happiness once again whilst comforting him as he let his joyous emotions flow.
He held onto me for a good long while, and we just sat there, not saying much.

I looked at the clock, realizing it was only 7:PM. There was still a lot we could do.
After that long moment of silence I spoke up, saying
"Tom, I wanted to make this birthday special, because it's your 19th, and the night is still young, whatever you want to do, I'm into doing..this is your day."
Tom then let me go, and looked at me with a look of uncertainty, almost like he wanted to say something but wasn't sure how to get the words to come out.
He would begin to say something but would stop immediately.
He ran his hands through his blonde hair, and sat with his head tilted down slightly.
"The-..there is one thing..that I want to do, but I'm not sure if I can say it to you." He finally managed to say.
"No you can, please tell me." I replied, Tom let out a big sigh and acted like he was preparing for a big speech.
He leaned back on the couch, and we sat in silence once again for a few minutes.
Until he started to talk again.
"Like you said, it's my 19th, and I'm yet to have my first..sex experience, a real one. I want to have my first time. And not just with somebody random, I want it to mean something, and..well..I have to say that doing it with a girl doesn't interest me that much really, the times I have had with girls in the past hasn't worked out that well for me. And it has made me certain that I'm gay, and I know you're gay and all that, so I figured I'd tell you about it, cause you know."
That was interesting to hear, of course him wanting to lose his virginity made sense. And I was willing to help, because I now knew that he wasn't looking for a girl to have it with. He was interested in guys. Just as much as I was.

"So..you want to have sex with..a guy?" I asked, Tom nodded
"Yeah, but again, not just with anybody, I don't want it to mean nothing, if you understand what I'm saying."
Tom just stared at me with this look on his face, as if he was searching for something. He sat back up, got closer to me, and grabbed my hand.
"I want you..to be the one."
I was looking for words but they didn't come, I could tell that he was being serious, I've come to know these things. But even then, we had been drinking.
The look in his eyes was asking for me to say something, to assure him.
The silence went on for another good few minutes, and only then could I muster up words.
"Tom, I'd love to but..I just..I don't want to take advantage of you..we've been drinking and I-"
I was immediately interrupted by Tom pressing his lips against mine. My eyes opened wide.
He grabbed my face and stayed that way.
The initial shock died down and I gave in, I sank backwards onto the couch, taking Tom with me. I let go for one minute, we locked gazes with another period of silence aside from our heavy breaths, Tom was blushing very hard.
"If you truly want it,  then I do too." I said, Tom smiled and leaned in again to kiss. He used his tongue to probe my lips until they parted, I could slightly taste the alcohol on his breath. The warmth builds from within, and I can feel getting hard underneath him.
I begin rolling my hips against him, causing him to make soft noises.