My Babysitters a Vampire~ I'm one but you dont know

Halfway Heart

I never felt anything like what just shot through my system, recreating a new form of excitement within my soul. Without a word, I shot out of the bed, stretching my legs happily, with the biggest smile on my face. It was like my life was regenerated, there was no more pain.  Stupidly enough, I forgot I had no clothes upon my body, but at this moment, I couldn't care. I was free of that struggle, and now I don't have to hide anything from my friends, or Erica. Speaking of not hiding anything....

I look down once I see everyone's eyes widen greatly, them looking away quickly in embarassment. "Oops.." Quickly, I covered myself with my pillow. "Anyone have...pants?" Grandma shakes her head with a chuckle, and throws me clothes. Following that motion, she and everyone else left the room so I can get dressed. Everyone, except Erica, who merely watched the others flood the room.

I arch an eyebrow her way, but crawl under the sheets to put on the blue poka dotted boxers and sagging blue jeans that Grandma handed me. My eyes never leave the elder bloodsucker's face, I watch every movement, every twitch of her lips and cheeks. Honestly, I could stay staring forever really. She's just so beautiful to me..

Deciding to not bother putting on a shirt, I get out from under the covers and walk over to the blonde whom I've been in love with ever since she came to the hospital to see me. Erica doesn't look at me, but stares at the door with her pale arms crossed. In all awkwardness, I scratch my back with my hand nervously with a sheepish grin on.

"Hey.."

The godess turns and looks up at me, a masked expression complimented by those beautiful orbs that completes her complexion. "Hi." Oh...well she looks upset now... "Uhh....How are you?" I rock back onto my heels, feeling a little embarrassed, mentally hitting myself for saying THAT.

"Really, Benny. Really?"

"Err...well you know I don't really KNOW what to say...I'm alive?"

"Mmhm. And one of my kind as well."

Every inch of Erica's body spoke much more than those few words she muttered through her red lips. She really wasn't the happiest...let alone upset person upon hearing the news of me becoming what I am. My brown eyes peered through hers into her soul, and I could see how hard I strangled her just by getting myself into such a mess.

Without any warning, I fling my arms around her, pulling her close to me in a bear hug. "I'm so so SO sorry...." I pushed my face into her golden locks, not being able to hide behind my feelings anymore. I couldn't, now it was nearly impossible, she saw me exposed and desprately crawling back to live among everyone. Quite frankly, I don't believe that I could live with myself knowing what I did, keeping everything a secret, isolating myself from my friends and family.

With each second that passed by so slowly, I just stood there with her pressed close to me. With each second, a sob uprupted from her being, indicating that she was crying. I hate making her cry...I hate seeing her sad because of me...I hate knowing that what I did behind her, and the other's back with Anna...

Anna...

Dear god, where is she? Ugh, what am I saying? She should stay away..away from me....I don't love her...I was stupid enough to use her because she was the only one who'd actually be, and do stuff with me...she was the only girl that showed affection towards me...and the text message from Erica...the girl whom I've loved since pre K, she walked into my life through a new light...What am I going to do?!

I can't two time, two timing is bad...although thinking of a threesome would be pretty hot...two hot vampires...haha...Wait..What am I thinking?? I have problems...

Okay back to reality Benny, snap back and comfort her! Or you can let your mind wander you into the black...

Hold on..wait, why is everything black? Did my lights go out? AM I BLIND?!

I hear a snap in front of me and my eyes flash open, and I can see.

Okay, so I'm not blind...that'd suck a lot. A vampire who can't see, LOVELY! Erica is still cuddled up to me, and we're sitting on the blue bed. Out of randomness, I make a duck face, looking up to see Ethan staring at me.

"Yes, Ethan?" I smile brightly, light reflecting off my eyes in a pretty glare. "A-are you feeling any...better?" He looks at me extremely nervous. "If you mean "am I thirsty for human blood as devine as yours,' then no." Ethan seems a little less worried, but cracks a grin. "Good to see you in the living buddy!"

Erica puts her hand to my back, rubbing up and down, giving me madass shivers and tingles sparking up my spine. My mind went instantly blank, and I could see my vision fading; to make matters worse, my chest started burning. The first thought in my head- the anarchy symbol.

I can't see anything.

I'm on fire.

Theres screaming around me.

What is going on?

What did you do to me Jessie?

What happened?