Sterek One-Shots

Fire, Ice & Werewolves

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Stiles POV

I can't tell them, they can't find out, I've been putting distance between me and the pack (which is Derek, Scott, Allison, Isaac, Jackson, Lydia, Aidan, Ethan, Erica, Boyd, Danny and Peter) they haven't noticed what I've been doing because I haven't seen any of them in two weeks, I'm alone now that my dad is gone, it looks like Scott doesn't want to hang out with me anymore so I'm left with carrying this secret alone just like my mum had done.

I found out a year ago when I was going through I few of my parents old things that my mum and Derek's mum Talia we're friends, my mum even knew their secret of them being werewolves, they continued to stay friends until my mums death when I was 8 but I often wondered why I never met them, I mean not once can I remember ever going to they're house or anything, and here I am who can't even get my friends to talk to me for more than five minutes it was because of that, that when I found out I decided not to tell them and just keep it to myself, the only was who does know is the doc, he's is the only one who can guide me through this now

You see I'm not human like I thought and everyone else as well, I can control the elements of fire and ice which I know are complete opposites and for some unknown reason I can make them work together which according to Deaton no one else has been able to do before, knowing that didn't make me feel any better since I've learned that you never want to stand out to the supernatural world, I even did some research (yeah nothing knew there) and according to what I found out werewolves call us guardians, it mentions that we're normally given to a pack to protect and sometimes you don't have a choice on who the pack are which is one of the reasons why I haven't said anything because I don't want to leave the pack "Stiles shall we begin" Deaton asked as he walked back into the room I looked at him and noticed the worry in his eyes "yeah here we go" I said with a big smile that I wasn't really feeling, I haven't been able to smile a true smile for awhile now

I stood in the middle of the room with my hand extended and all I need to do is concentrate on my hand and try to form a fire ball, Deaton said it would be hard but apparently fate likes to mess with me because as always I can't do it sometimes I think it's because I hold ice as well and it's working against it "damn it why can't I do it, I've already mastered ice why can I master fire as well" I shouted in frustration as I grabbed my hair "Stiles fire and ice are too very different elements, I think before you can master fire, you have to master the fear inside of you....maybe it's time you told the pack and Derek about what you are" Deaton replied slowly like we haven't had this conversation a million times which by the way we have, at first he understood my reasons but as time has past I think he knows I'm just stalling

Unfortunately I have to admit that he's right, I'm terrified about telling the pack the truth, it's hard to even go to the pack house because it's so close to the old pack house that I can still see it....the day Derek's family and my mum we're killed, it's starting to get to the point we're I'm not getting enough sleep anymore and the way I do is if Deaton gives me something to stop me from seeing it, the screams of pure agony and the calls for help and the heart breaking truth that I can't help them makes me more terrified, since I've started training that's how long it's been happening when the nightmares got so bad when the first time I asked Deaton for help because I needed to put a barrier around my house so the werewolves in this town couldn't hear me scream and ask questions that I wasn't able or willing to give

Jackson POV

It's weird but I haven't seen Stilinski for awhile and I've noticed that when he sees us in school he goes the opposite direction and when I do catch a glimpse of him he looks pale, sick and tired, at the moment where in the woods in between the old burnt out house and the new pack house that we all helped build and we we're attempting to bond better since Derek has mentioned that the stronger the bond between pack members the stronger the pack is in total but it doesn't feel right somehow without the idiot here with us with his babbling and sarcastic comments so I decided to point it out and see if anyone else has noticed