Don't be scared baby

pretending to far?

as soon as we got up to the room it was no talking, but the tension. ive literally never felt anythihng like it. i could feel nates eyes on me the whole time. i had put on a lacey black tank top and a pair of tight jean shorts. im in the mood for some teasing. i have my stuff sitting in the living room area seeing as our little arrange ment. i plopped my self on the could with a drink scrolling through my phone waiting for my mom to text me about going to the strip for the drinks. 

"macie." nathan said peeking out of the bedroom i looked up and seen him standing there, fresh  out of the shower holding up a couple shirts. suddenly he smiled, had he been drinking, his eyes are glossy, i stood up to go in there when he stopped me.

"no your not wearing that"  he said, and stood tall infront of me 

" oh but i thought that we werent together anymore, rmeber we are just pretending for my family" i said facing him. yet it wasnt fighting words it was calm while he seemed so flustered 

"ya but out there your still mine and i dont want you to wear that. and if your mine your not wearing that" 

with that i turned around and let out a angry sigh 

i changed into a flowey cropped top keeping the pants that i had on earlier, i walked back into his room

"is this better?" i questioned doing a little twirl

nathan smirked but it was more like a blush, then proceeded to look down trying to hide it.

"much" he responded with. 

i layed on the bed pulling out my phone opening some random apps. nathan plopped down beside me watching what i was doing. it was nice being this close to him. while we were watching my phone my mom texted me saying to meet in the lobby. our room was oon the second floor so we could get there alot faster. 

"wanna go down and take a shot while we are waiting?" nate said loooking at me i turned to face him with a questionable look. this wasnt like him. but being the little wa wa that i am of coure i agreed because hes not purposely avoiding me. we got up and grabbed out things heading out the door, suprisingly he interlocked out hands the second that we left our room and we walked down to the lobby bar 

"heres to... new beginnings" nate chanted raising his glass and kissing my cheek, when he pulled away i looked at him, he had a warm and genuine smile papinted across his face so i went with it and leaned into him while taking my shot. rudely intturupting or moment was my mom who came in cheering. sid and victoria came in with their arms linked, it was so cute.

"common buddy this trip is for you lets get roudy" nathan pulled sidney into him and they laughed together, they took a shot and we made our way to the strip to have some dinner. 

"so macie how was the first week here without us?" my dad asked, i sturggeled to find how to really describe it, i was almost choking on my words when nathans hand found its way to my knee and and squeezed. 

" it was good the weathre is warm but macie and i were just getting over alittle stomach bug so we didnt leave the room a whole lot. we found our way to the beach yesterday and it was all you couldve imagined!" he said as if it was a perfect planned out lie.  i smiled and leaned into his touch even more. 

the rest of the evening resualted in alot of small talk around the tabel talking about the wedding and our plans for tomorrow, dinner was amazing and the drinks kept coming 

"i had a blast tonight guys, so so good to see you and we will catch back up tomorrow but i think me an macie are going to head out" i was caught off gaurd with what nate just said. i didnt want to leave i was visiting with my family and enjoying myself. maybe was he really done puttiing on an act for the night or was there more to the story? i was so confused but i couldnt say anything about it because then it would make an awkward scene. 

i got up from my seat and nate placed his hand on my back leading me towards the exit of the little mexican resturant that we spent a few hours of our time at. 

"what was that?" i asked alittle aggrivated 

"what do you mean?" nathan rsponded to me still looking directly infront of himself not even hesitating

"why did you just decide we were leaving without even asking me. thats my family and i was enjoying myself. not everything is about you and what you want to do jjust becase we are faking our relationship right now.'' i had to tell him how i felt because it really bothered me. he stopped dead in his tracks and turned towards me

"you wanna know why i took you away from your family time just then? why i couldnt sit there anylonger with all of you?" he paused

"because i really really want to do this" he cut himself off and caught me by surprise and smashed his lips agaisnt mine. i wasnt complaining yet i wasnt thrilled about it. he leads me to we are broken up and we have to fake it this whole trip, adn then the next minute he needs me in the middle of the street in mexico.

i gave in, i got out of my head and gave in. it got real heated within seconds, his tounge entered m mouth through the kiss and pulled my body further into his, i could feel how excited he was and it was making me crazy. he pulled away and sorta giggled, grabbing my hand and running like we were teenagers sneaking out to be with eachother. we ran back to the hotel with smiles and red cheeks plastered across our faces. once we got to the lobby nate couldnt wait for the elevator so he led us to the stairs. 

we got into a closed corridor leading to the stairs and he pushed me against the wall and kissed me eagirly, i pulled him into me even more by the collar of his shirt, letting out a hot breath he squeezed my bum and spun me around in the direction of the stairs, patted my bottom signaling to go forward up them.