Vampire in the mirror (BTS Jungkook)

Healed?

Eunseol POV
That was the most embarrassing moment of my life
I'm glad it's over but not really
Because I really liked that kiss
But what I don't know is this
Who am I in love with?
Jungkook?
Robin?
Or is it R?
I don't know why I'm thinking about this when I'm so young
Ugh! Ok I have to sleep
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I wake up but it's still night time
I can hear someone crying
I look to my side and I see Jungkook
I look at my necklace
O.O
It's not Jungkook
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Or Robin
It's R
I touch his cheek and he looks at me
His red eyes are glowing in the dark
"What's wrong" I ask
He takes my hand and pushes it away
"Why can't I do it?" He says
Huh? do what?
"Why is it so hard for me!? I thought this would be it, but I just stopped" he says
What is he talking about?
"R what are you talking about" I ask
He quickly stands up and holds my neck with both hands
O.O
What, what is he doing
He's starting to press down on my throat and I feel like I can't br-
O.O
He stopped!
He sits back down and rubs his face
"You see! I can't do it" he says
Wait he means that he can't kill me
I sit up on my bed and look at him
"If you can't kill me then why did you kill my mom!" I yell quietly
"BECAUSE SHES NOT THE ONE I LOVED!" He shouts
And even his face looks surprised
"No, NO! This is not my personality! I don't LOVE!" He looks like he's scared
"What's wrong R" I say and he looks up
"This never happens to a DID persons identity, they don't change!" He shouts
"DID? What's that?" I ask
"D.I.D dissociative identity disorder" he says
O.O
So that's what it is
"My personality is changing, do you know what that means" he says
I shake my head
"It means that I'm going to disappear I'm not needed anymore, I'm becoming kind like Robin and innocent like Jungkook" he says with tears falling down his face
"I mean I'm even crying! I never cried" he says
R is going to disappear
I'm supposed to be happy about that but I feel sad
I hug him so that he would feel better
"Why, I don't get it" he says
"What is it?" I ask
"I-I want to hug you, I don't want to push you away, I don't like this it feels weird"
His hands slowly make his way up to hug me
He starts hugging me tight and I do the same
"Don't worry you won't disappear" agh why did I say that I want him to disappear
He's my mothers killer, so he should disappear and never return
But I feel something between us I look into his eyes and then
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I see my old house I look around everything is so big
I'm small
I'm young
I'm younger
Eight years old
Where am I? I look around and there are all kinds of tools and chemicals
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It's Appa's lab
I stop and see a boy sitting on the table, he looks at me and his eyes are red
Didn't appa say that R appeared when he killed eomma?
"Hi" he says with a mischievous smile
I wave and he jumps of the table and starts walking towards me
He feels my cheek and I flinch
"You're really cold" he says
O.O
I remember I was sick that time, and I mean really sick
The doctor said that I only had a couple of months to live
I had cancer, blood cancer
His hand goes down to my neck
"Don't scream" he says and he bites me
He stops three second later and I feel like I can do anything
I feel my neck and there is blood on it
I look at my hand and it's not normal blood it looks more black
"What did you do" I ask
"You'll get better from now on, and then I can feast on you who you're all healthy" he says
*end*
My eyes are filled with tears and I'm staring at R
I hug him tight and cry more
"Thank you! Thank you so much" I say
And he pushes me away
His face is bright red and he's looking down
"You remember?" He asks
I nod and hug him again
I could have died if it wasn't for him
Buy he said that he would feast on me
I let go of the hug and look at him
"What? Are you thinking why i didn't feast on you yet"
O.o
How did he know
Can he read minds?
"Well the reason is..."
He took a long pause, it looks like this is hard for him to say
"I...didn't...
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Completely heal you"
O.O
What!