dark little hole.

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it's okay to wallow in our own sufferings and our grief. it is a process we must endure for the rest of our lives. it is normal and it is healthy. what we must make sure is that we suffer accordingly and that it does not consume us.

I tell myself I'm scared
of spiralling into a
dark little hole
where as each day passes,
I lose a sense of reality.
I lose sense in who I am
And who I might be.

I tell myself that
I won't fall into this
dark little hole
but as days go by,
I feel myself slowly
slipping away.

Loosing my self,
my sanity, in this
suffocating darkness,
I feel as if I won't ever
climb back out.

I'm scared.
So incredibly scared that
the thought of losing
the being that I am,
makes me realize that
this little hole cannot
trap me.

I can always dig
myself out.

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