i find it so embarassing
to express me
to feel with the world knowing
for my existence to scream
and many more words
that exposes me in this sphere
i asked myself,
what do i do when i am lonely
i disappear.
not literally,
but it's the best feeling of hiding myself,
closing my eyes,
and resting my heart
and then, i found the answers.
it's just so alright to do that
until it feels alright to be seen again.
