[MTL]How Can I Get Rid of Him[BL]

Ch 2

[Landlord] Just register an account. Posting time: 2017-01-16 14:34:00

In the end, I really hate the character setting that my mother chose for me when I gave birth to me, "cry out when I quarrel" , not cool at all! ! !

[1st floor] Dabai is very confused: Hahahaha I laughed out loud when I saw this

[2nd floor] wnjh_0518: It wasn't your mother who helped you choose it, it was you who chose it when you were reincarnated

[3rd floor] [Landlord] Just register an account: go upstairs

[4th floor] wnjh_0518: Wow Xiaoxixi replied to me! ! !

[Landlord] Just register an account Posting time: 2017-01-16 20:11:21

Objectively say one thing, not to whitewash A, he was not so bad to me, and there were moments when I thought that We can grow old.

My family is complicated. My parents divorced when I was young. My dad went abroad ten years ago, and my mom took me and my sister to live in X city alone. During my senior year, my mother died of a sudden myocardial infarction. At that time, I felt that the whole world was collapsing. After crying for a few days, my whole body was wood. I couldn’t eat and could only drink water. During that time, A was with me all the time. He also endured my inexplicable tantrums and tried to feed me every day. My sister should have known about my sexual orientation, she didn't say it explicitly, but everyone knew it. So she should have a good impression of A.

On the 30th night of that year, my sister took me to my brother-in-law's house for Chinese New Year, and the family was quite lively. It’s just that there are too many relatives in my brother-in-law’s family. I’m especially afraid of making a mess with a bunch of unfamiliar relatives. Everyone has to introduce me to someone, and it’s not good to stay with others during the New Year’s Day, so the first day of the new year I made an excuse to go home. In the past, during Chinese New Year, my mother would make dumplings at home, even if there were only three people in the family, she would be happy. That year, I was alone, and for the first time in my life, I felt a strong sense of frustration and loneliness. When I grew up, before I had time to repay my mother, people died first. This thing makes no sense.

But a lot of things in life don't make sense.

On the first day of the new year, I was sitting at home listening to the sound of artillery guns outside. I especially wanted to see A. I knew that B had come back for the Chinese New Year. The two of them lived upstairs and downstairs. A should cherish every day when B came back. I don't know why, but I especially wanted to take a prank with myself, and asked if A would come to see me. If he comes, I'll win the bet, then I'll have a good relationship with him in the future; if he doesn't come, then let's do what we love, let's share. Anyway, my mother doesn't want me anymore, he will be with whomever he likes to be with in the future.

I sent a text message to A, saying that I am alone at home, can you come to accompany me? There was no response from there for a long time. After waiting for about an afternoon, when I was about to give up, A replied and said yes.     There is something amazing about this man, that every time I have the idea of ​​breaking up with him, he seems to have telepathy and will always do one or two things that will rekindle my hope for him.I can't open my mouth, I can't make a move, I can't tell. A came to see me the next day and stayed with me at my house for two days. We didn't do anything except buy food, cook, watch TV and play games. I even started fantasizing that after we graduated, we would live together and buy food, cook, watch TV and play games for the rest of our lives.Hmm, unrealistic delusions. Later, C said to me that if he really loves you, he will not go back after just two days with you. He will take your situation into consideration before the Chinese New Year, and will not let you take the initiative to ask him to accompany you.    

"If he likes you, he will take the initiative to accompany you the day before the 30th year, understand?"    

I understand, I understand now, but I didn't understand at that time. At that time, I put myself too low. His company for two days was a pleasant surprise to me. It was a signal that I might be more important to him than B. It was enough to clear the haze that had accumulated in my heart for too long. .    

[1st Floor] Look at me and give you a white eye: what's the matter, baby, we are busy cleaning up the scumbag before we start scolding you?    

[2nd floor] YY Youjia: But I can't wash it...hehe scumbag    

[3rd floor] That flower, that man, that dog: I have no right to say you, I was the same as you when I was stupid, hey

[Fourth Floor] wnjh_0518: I don't listen, I don't listen (cover my ears.jpg), you dare to forgive A, I will cry for you to see! !

[5th ​​Floor] Meow Maoo: Does Xiaoxi have only one relative now, my sister? 嘤嘤want to hug (;'??Д??')

[Landlord] Just register an account Posting time: 2017-01-16 22:11:33

Answering your questions: 1. I didn't say I wanted to forgive A. Besides, I don't have the issue of not forgiving, but loving or not. He didn't love me before, but now I don't love him; 2. Besides my sister, I also have my father. My father and I contact each other every month. He only returns to the country once in a few years. Do you want to tell you that my dad is gay? Forget it, let's not talk about it.

Keep writing.

During the two years when B went abroad, I thought I got along pretty well with A. Occasionally he would release my pigeons for one reason or another, but the frequency was much less than before. He likes to travel. We went to several cities in the past two years. I was so afraid of water that I learned to swim and took the diving certificate with him. Occasionally, on a whim, he would hug me in a crowded place.

But some things are only after I have realized it. For example, he never posts a photo with me alone in social software. In my photo, there must be other friends of his. I once comforted myself that he didn't want to express his sexual orientation too clearly in social software, after all, this society still has a lot of malice towards gays.

Later, after I broke up with A, I went out to dinner with a friend of his, and his friend accidentally said something: Before B didn’t have a girlfriend, A sent a lot of pictures with B alone, and most of them knew about A in high school. I liked B, but it was deleted after the two seemed to quarrel. But as far as I know, A is all saved in the phone album.

So there's no such thing as A caring about what other people think, he probably just thinks I'm unworthy, that's all.

[1st Floor] YY Youjia: What? Xiaoxixi, what do you say your father is?

[2nd Floor] I want to be the man of One Piece: Xiaoxixi, you have become bad, you have learned to whet our appetite

[Landlord] Just register an account. Posting time: 2017-01-16 22:13:32

It's getting late. Today is a lot more tiring. Thank you for listening to my story. It will be better.

Good night (＾ω＾)

[1st floor] wnjh_0518: Catch a creek and don't let it go!