FALLING IN LOVE WITH AN ENGLISH MAN

CHAPTER 1

I have never solved myself out

Indeed

Never done and never will have done probably

I adore British stuff like a hell lot 

I don't know why I said this but I always say or imply that I'm sick of Britain

Is there a gender for falling in love with countries

And I usually get nuts when someone (especially a boy) speaks with an excellent British accent 

BUT

We are living in Turkey babe you know

well you will find a person who loves English and the person really has pronunciation skills and also the person loves as hell British accent and that person is a boy

this is utterly impossible

okay except for the British I love listening to music 

I listen to English french Spanish Russian and a little bit of Korean maybe (thanks to my friends)

and never Turkish

oh I hope I'm not looking like I hate the turkey stuff or something

but 

yeah I do

I mean I don't hate turkey but I'm not too fond of the pile of nonsense movie music industry and besides in Turkey, I think that the people are being famous for nothing 

no voice 

no moral

no personality

they don't even pretty for god's sake

why the heck they are famous for

they have nothing but to be famous

okay then maybe I am the wrong one

and too selective 

my friends and my family said to me I am a negative person and always mopping

why do I have to smile

I smile when I want to

or 

will it change

am I change

or someone gives me a hand

let's find out