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Micah Angst

Fanfic credit: Jennyan

MICAH CAN'T LOOK YOU IN THE EYE WHEN HE FEELS VULNERABLE, "I'M SCARED. I'M SCARED THAT YOU LIKING ME IS JUST A PHASE. I'M SCARED YOU'LL LEAVE ME AND THIS IS JUST A FLING OR A ONE-TIME THING."

"GOOD." THERE'S A PAUSE AND HE LOOKS AT YOU, SHOCKED. "WHAT?" YOU REPLY CURTLY,
"YOU SHOULD BE SCARED. YOU SHOULD WANT TO KEEP ME AROUND. YOU SHOULD WANT TO MAKE ME HAPPY." YOU TAKE A DEEP BREATH IN AND LOOK AWAY FROM HIM, YOU AREN'T GOOD AT TALKING ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS EITHER, "LISTEN MICAH, I CAN'T PROMISE THE
FUTURE."

YOU CONTINUE, "I DON'T KHOW IF I'LL FALL FOR SOMEONE ELSE OR THINGS WON'T WORK OUT BETWEEN US. BUT I KNOW HERE. RIGHT NOW. I LIKE YOU. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU." HE STAYS SILENT. "ISN'T US. RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW, ENOUGH?" HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING.

"I'M SCARED TOO. I LIKE YOU. A LOT. IF YOU EVER TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO SEE ME ANYMORE, I WOULD BE DEVASTATED. BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M ENJOYING THE TIME BETWEEN US...SO MUCH. I ENJOY IT THE POINT WHERE I'M WILLING TO RISK THE POSSIBILITY OF BEING HURT, IF WE CAN BE TOGETHER RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW." MICAH FINALLY LOOKS BACK AT YOU.