𝟯𝟱 𝗬𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗦 - Jungkook ✔

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Flashback:
year 1987, 35 years ago -

Jungkook hugged Zen tightly thinking it's you, the girl he loves with all his heart. But he pushed her slightly a few seconds later. His hands fall to his sides and a sigh escapes from his mouth. " You are not my y/n, who are you?" he said and Zen's eyes widened. For a brief moment she thought of finally
having him for herself. But her hopes faded away in seconds before even she could enjoy his embrace.

" I am y/n Jungkook ", she said and tried to pull him for another hug but Jungkook jerked her hands away. " No you are not, i can't see your face properly but i can feel it.
You can't be y/n. " He said, making
Zen's blood boil in jealousy. Even in his drunk self he remembers you. Even when he can barely make out
who is standing in front of him, he
remembers you, how your embrace
feels like. And it was enough to make Zen's insides burn in jealousy and hatred.

Zen and Jungkook have been best
friends since middle school. When
Jungkook saw her only as a friend Zen started to grow feelings for him. Everything was perfect in her fairy tale world until you came into the picture When Jungkook started to have feelings for you, Zen's feelings started to get deeper.

Her hopes, her dreams of being with Jungkook were crushed when one day Jungkook introduces you to her as his girlfriend. That was the day she found out what heartbreak feels like. That day she cried her heart out until she couldn't anymore.

She tried her best to be happy for
Jungkook. She was in love with him, she wanted to be loved by him but she knew Jungkook's eyes were only for you. She could see clearly in his eyes the love he holds for you, and only you. Even after
everything she never treated you badly or hated you. In Fact she used to admire your beautiful personality. She got to know the reason why Jungkook fell for you.

But as the time passes, admiration turned into hatred and full of jealousy once Jungkook starts to hang out with you most of the time. When she sees adults around her having a great time with their
loved ones while she is getting ditched by her own best friend, the person she loves. The same soft eyes that once used to hold kindness and admiration turned
cold and full of hatred and
jealousy.

She wanted Jungkook for herself again. And for that she was willing to do everything possible. And she got more encouraged when Jungkook scolded her for hanging out with a boy. Only because the guy wasn't a good person and he didn't want his best friend to get
hurt. But Zen thought something else.

She thought somewhere in his heart he likes her and did everything out of jealousy. She started to hangout with that boy
again and again just to make Jungkook jealous.

But an accident made everything
crumble. She got pregnant. She didn't know what to do, where to go when the boy refused to do or have anything with her. It's not like she likes that guy but she needed his support. She wouldn't be able to handle the humiliation of society. She needed someone's help.

And the first person who came into her mind was Jungkook. She knew
Jungkook would help her with anything at any cost. She should have understood that she wasn't the only one who was in Jungkook's life. He hasa girlfriend and he has full right to spend time with her
as much as he wants. But instead of
being understanding she started to envy you.

And when Jungkook said he is
going to run away with you, her heart clenched in pain. That means he is going to run away leaving everything behind forever, leaving her forever, for you. And Zen couldn't take it. She can't afford to lose him forever because of you. So when she saw Jungkook holding her thinking it's you, she saw her
last chance.

" Jungkook, you are not in your right state. I am your y/n, the girl you love. " No matter how sour the word (your y/n) felt in Zen's mouth she had to convince him in order to make him hers. She tried to hold his hands but he pushed her away harshly making her heart clench.

" No you are not. I know it. Leave me alone. " was the last word he said before passing out due to having excess alcohol. Tears were starting to fall down from Zen's eyes repeatedly. How come
Jungkook never thought of her
differently for once? If he can easily recognize how your embrace feels even in a drunk state why can't he feel hers?

Why couldn't he recognize her? Why does he have to fall for you instead of her? She started to sob, her own thoughts made her heart clench in pain. She controlled her feelings as soon as her eyes landed on him again. A devilish smile crept through her lips as an evil plan popped up in her head.

IfI can't have your heart I definitely
can do something else ", she said and quickly went near Jungkook and made him lay down on his bed. She started to undress him and in a few seconds she left him only in boxers. She did the same thing with her and lay beside Jungkook and hugged him making it look like they did something.

Zen looked at his figure sleeping
peacefully looking alluring as ever. She wanted this to happen for real. She traced his lips with her fingers as she leaned closer to have a taste of him. But again her plan got ruined as soon as Jungkook mumbled your name.

Zen stopped her actions and tears started to fall from her eyes again.
"I will make sure it will be my name that you will chant in future. It will be me whom you will love, i will be your lover and I will be your wife. Only me ", she said as tears falling from her blood shot
eyes repeatedly.