Honey! move out of the way,
Those demons- for me they await,
I have to go, I have to jump,
I'll leave my phone and take in a lump,
I have to go I feel so dumb,
Without lonely but with I'm numb;
My demons only, they're full of dirt,
They found me evolving and now they flirt;
My demons only,
My demons suck;
One night I was wide awake,
And in the morning I lost all of myself,
Some shit went down the alley West,
The streets were full of my regret;
My other personality got over me,
I swear I don't have DID,
But I can't be who I'm supposed to be,
So i kept changing so rapidly-
I forgot...
I'm slow like a sloth,
But skilled still within,
Did connected all dots,
It did gave me chills;
Now I'm just a child inside a man's body,
Like a tool,
With no work to do,
I'm just a fool,
With attitude,
Breathe me in,
Breathe me out,
Let me scream,
And then shout so loud,
I could blow your ears,
Ease my soul,
Spill those beans,
A man of words?
Or Maybe a hypocrite.
Let me just call myself out tonight,
You're already gone so far it won't matter,
You broke my trust and left me scattered.
Everytime I think of you,
My mind gets filled up with blues,
You fill me up, you empty me,
Now you don't matter,
You're rather just a memory;
But there was she, oh there she was,
Just for me, when she found me lost;
Had a red head and mind intellectual,
She kept me from dying,
Her presence was factual;
Her voice so thrill and hair so cute,
Her beauty lies in my mind,
Her laugh that kept me mute,
Glad I met her but maybe not in the right time;
Unlike you, you'd have left me anyways.
