Suicide is real

School

"Guys we need to talk" I sat them down on my bed and looked at each of them thoroughly 

"Sissy don't turn into mama" Landon held onto one of my hands 

I felt my heart break all over again

"Do you guys want to talk about it?" I cleared my throat after a while of silence scared to say any more 

"I feel sad, but we have you so its okay" Brandon whispered 

"Yes we have sissy" Leah agreed 

A small smile made its way to my face, they all have. Me.

"So we all have school tomorrow"

"Sissy, you don't have to worry, me and Landon will get ready together and we could help Leah, look after yourself" Landon said causing my heart to melt 

"Thank you guys, now lets get you guys to bed"

"Tuck us in?" Landon asked, I walked them to their bedroom and tucked them in 

"What movie tonight?" I asked 

"Puss and boots" 

I smiled and pressed play

"Leah can stay with us as-well" I took a deep sigh of relieve and laid her down 

"Go to sleep soon" 

"We will"

I left their room and walked passed mama's, I couldn't help but stare at her door, I hesitatingly walked passed and into my room

She's really dead