Chapter 17 💞💕

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EuGwens POV

"Your insane ... your so shameless to even think of blaming me for your untrustworthy self " I say in anger staring deep at him with all the hard feelings I've kept all this years .

He paced around the room like he couldn't believe what I just said .

"I'm insane ? My untrustworthy self ? " he scoffed moving closer to me he held me by the shoulder and looked straight into my eyes 

"For all those years we've been together I was nothing but truthful to you " he says with clenched teeth as if trying to make what his saying get into my head " I was nothing but honest , loving caring and understanding.... For goodness sake Gwen I was gonna marry you , you were my fiancé " he gritted out letting go off me , he ran his hand over his head looking frustrated at me or maybe the situation .

But hearing him mention about our plan of getting married and all made my emotions doubled as I remember the memory .

"But what happened ? You left just because you saw I and Ava together .... You didn't even bother to know what happened, you really think I would cheat on you with her ? Do you really never trusted me so your feelings towards me was all a facade ?" He yelled

"My feelings for you was nothing but real Marion , I chased after you in high school ,I had had a crush on you since grade school , you where the dream come true I wanted so badly, you are the childhood sweetheart I wanted so badly .... So I was heart broken when I saw that awful moment between you and Ava , I saw her with you , you both where having se......."

"She came into me " he gritted out cuting me off" for goodness Gwen I was drugged , she drugged me to set me up but unfortunately you walked in on us and her blackmail because very successful when you ran off " he  yelled .

"So you want me to believe you where drugged ?" I yelled back

The next thing that happened was him slamming me against the wall his grip on me tightened as fear grip me ,I've never seen him this angry ever his eyes was red and they stare at me with anger ,pain and sadness .

"For goodness sake Gwen what do I have to do for you to believe me ?" He clenched

I stare into his eyes and pain stroke me badly his eyes kept telling me how badly he wants me to believe him and for some reason I feel his not lying , has he really been drugged that day ? All I saw was Ava's doing ?

"I want to believe you so badly " I whisper " I really want to but ...."

"Gwen please " he cupped my cheek between his palm our face so close

"Look straight into my eyes and tell me you don't believe me , just say it and I promise I'll walk out of here and never come back , I will never come onto you trouble you or make you hate me more I promise" he says lowly our eyes on each other

Our closeness so intimate I could feel his breath on my face , for some reason hearing his words breaks my heart weirdly , did I really wish he never come close to me again do I ever wish for us to see ? I knew the answer in my heart , I don't want that , I'm scared if he leaves then we will never get together again .

"Wow.... I should have believed you when you said you had no feelings for me no more , ain't I such a fool to see you already found someone else " he says letting go off me

I got alarm by his words

"Marion ....." I breathed out almost a whisper, tears almost between our eyes

"So you love him right ..... you manager ?" He asked

"Marion I ......"

"It's fine ..... I should have known better and respect your dicision Gwen , it seems we can't be fixed anymore " I didn't know why nothing could come out of my mouth I was standing like a statue without brains and watch him feeling so broken .

"I'll call Andrew to open the door , you must hate being in here with me " he says bringing out his phone and typing on it few times .

"I don't love him " I say lowly as I look at him "I don't know Marion , I should hate you for everything I've been through but I ..... I ..... I can't change how I feel about you " I say sadly as the tears finally ran down my cheek , he stares at me quietly

"Marion I don't want to regret anything , I don't want to be hurt anymore " I cry out and he steps closer to me .

Taking my hands In his he squeezed gently

"I love you Gwen ...... and I want you to know I never intend to hurt you , you have to believe me " he says quietly

he whips my tears gently " you know I feel when I see you cry , your only going to make it difficult for me to say goodbye " he says and I found my self shaking my head rapidly and just like that I hugged him tightly , he gasped in surprise and his hands fell to the side .

"I don't want you to say goodbye, I don't think I can handle this anymore , I can't pretend to be strong anymore Marion ...... please don't leave me ?" I cried

"I believe you " i say holding him tighter " I believe you Marion and I'm sorry it took me this long to realize how much I still feel for you " I say my tears wetting his shirt now as I feel him breathing in , I pulled my head up to look at him I'm the eyes .

"Marion , it's been so long and yet I can't help how much I missed you , I still love you so much and I kept wondering why my feelings never changed , seeing you again was both happiness and sadness" I say.

"I never wanted you to be unhappy " he says looking down at me

"I should have known but my hatred got the best of me I was heart broken I seem to care about nothing anymore ...... you where right saying I ran off , I should have confronted You and Ava I should have put Ava to her place , I should have trusted you , I feel so ashamed of my attitude and the approach I choose , I'm so sorry " I cried hugging him again and this time he hugged me back holding me as tightly as I was to him

"It's okay " he whisper and I shake my head all the words I was saying where all mushed my my face on his chest as I cried my eyes out .

I was angry at myself because everything he said had a point but I was being sturbbon not untill he said his going to leave , I knew he was gonna do it , and I couldn't help the feeling anymore I just had to be truthful to my feelings for once in a longtime

And the truth stands that I still loved Marion like the very first time I had a crush on him .

Pulling out of the hug he cupped my face in his palm as he looked down at me .

And his face pulled closer to mine untill our lips touched gently , we kissed each other gently and for so long after seeing him again I could finally express my feelings towards him as we shared a sweet perfect but sad kiss .

We pulled apart and our forehead rested on each other ,as he stroke my head gently .

"So I take it you still love meand not your manager right ?" He asked and I nodded holding his palm against my face

"It's not so easy to fall for just anyone " I say my voice in a hoarse and he smiled making me see that lovely smile of his again .

"So this means we are good again?" He asked and I nodded , pulling slightly apart he caressed my face ." I don't know if it's a dream but I don't wish to wake up " he says and I smiled "he kissed my forehead and pulled me into a hard warm hug

And just then the door opens and Racheal and Andrew stepped in they both stare at us with raised eyebrows and seeing racheal kinda made me uncomfortable

"So is MaGaen back ?" Andrew asked curiously and Marion hugged me closer tightly with a smile on his face. 

And a big smile broke over Andrews face .

But Racheal ? She doesn't look so happy and I can feel it
We all noticed .

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