Was i that annoying?

Words hurt

Tsukasa pov:
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
Those word kept repeating. They hurt it hurt so much Rui doesn't know anything I'm not selfish I don't want to become a star just for fame I wanted to be a star to see my sister smile more! She was so sad in the hospital, the one time I saw her smile was when we were watching a performance when I saw her smile I knew I wanted to be a star for her sake I wanted her to smile more to be happy more!
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
I do have what it takes.....or so I thought maybe I don't have what it takes that I've just been a puppet this whole time chasing a fake dream.....NO! I can become a star and will for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki  for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki everything I have to go through it for saki

Nene pov:
I was running when someone grab my hand it was rui he told me that everything was alright and that nothing was my fault and it was all Tsukasa fault for getting so mad "gosh he act like such a 10 year old" rui says I laugh at the joke he made and it makes me feel better....

Next day

Emu pov:
School ended so quickly but I guess it's was alright because I wanted to know if everyone was alright I ran to Phoenix wonderland (or whatever it's called) and I see nene and rui but Tsukasa isn't there I run over and hug nene "are you ok from what happened yesterday??" I asked nene "I'm fine rui helped me feel better!" She replies "I wonder is Tsukasa alrig-" I was cut off my rui "after what he said yesterday I really don't care..." "y-yeah..." but I'm still worried it isn't like him to not show up....

Next day (I'm lazy ok it's like 2 am right cut me some slack)

Tsukasa pov:
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
I kept repeating until it stopped and I heard something else "Tsukasa wake up your gonna be late" "hello come on wake up tsukasa do you really want to be late" I opened my eyes slowly to see saki I absolutely panicked "S-Saki I'm so sorry I forgot to set my alarm did one of the maids cook you breakfast? If not I can if I doesn't make you late I be right out in a second!" From outside I hear her laughing "it's ok no need to be panicked I'll be waiting down stair" I take a quick shower brush my teeth and do everything else and run down stair to cook saki breakfast. I make her some food and hopefully she doesn't notice that I'm not eating which she doesn't thankfully
And we walk out of the house and say our goodbye

I walk to school and go to class I wasn't paying attention everything I do blurry and those disgusting words kept repeating they hurt my heart sank when those word came out of rui mouth
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"Tsukasa do you have a answer?" I look up and it's my teacher crossing her arm "what are you laying your head down because you already know all of this I can give you the test" "N-no I'm sorry it won't happen again" I heard the other kids laughing I answer the question and waited for the bell to ring I didn't want to be in this classroom I didn't want to be in this school I didn't want to be home I didn't want to be at phoenix wonderland I want to die I wanted to hang myself and just let go of life but I couldn't i had become a star I had to make saki happy and if I kill myself saki won't smile
I have to keep living for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki for saki the bell rang and I walked out the classroom then remembered I have 6 other classrooms to deal with I just walked to the other classroom in defeat surely it can't get wor- "so rui I watched the show two days ago it didn't go well but I still loved it!" RUI IN MY 2 PEIROD I FORGOT ALL ABOUT THAT I stared at rui then looked away "oh rui" I heard another kid run up to him "yes?" I heard rui annoying voice "is it true that Tsukasa yelled at nene?" ........... I grabbed my bag and ran out the classroom I didn't know where I was going I just ran out and went home who told everyone why why why why why I'm such a bad friend what if saki hears what will she think I hate this I hate this I hear one of the maids come in "master Tsukasa are you okay?" "If you want I can cook something or whatever you need my to do!" She told me "I'm fine don't worry!" I smiled at her, she smiled back and walk away closes my door I know what I'll do i just smile at everyone I won't hear anyone I don't wanna hear anyone

Next day

Tsukasa pov:
I walked to school and just smiled smiling and smile saki doesn't know anything but everyone at my school does I just kept smiling and smiling but went on and on for weeks just smile But even if I couldn't hear anyone the voice kept repeating
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
"You don't have what it takes to become a star."
It just didn't stop and I hated it it was driving my crazy

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