I am not fine

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You all think I'm fine

But you do not know the pain I feel


Every day I try to fight

To live longer


I would just as well have died now

If not for my stupid promises

To keep my loved ones happy


You all think I'm happy when you are

But believe me or not

I break inside every day


You think my smiles are true

But they are just fake masks

Where my pains hide behind


It feels like my existence is just to make others happy

While I'm not


When will I know the happiness you feel

The happiness that makes you jump around like crazy


When will I feel my true smiles

When will I find the person who will fix my broken heart


Those of you who read my book Well, dang have probably read that poem before. I just wanted to add this here.

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