Her

Who?

Im at my dorm after getting some snacks at the near by 7/11.
Its pretty late right now,thank god that its the weekend but i still have so many backlogs ughhhh...

I decided to watch a movie while i do these backlogs when the i heard a knock on the door

Knock*knock*

Hello?Lily its me!

You....great

I stood up got up to the door and opened it.

“Hey baby i missed you!”he said and  hugged me tight

Baby? really?ew I thought

“Stop it! what are you doing here jared?”
He reeked alcohol discusting

“I told you i missed you lily”he said in a drunk matter

“Go home jared” i said coldly
After what you've that you have the nerve to be here? I said to my mind

"Believe me lily,i really missed you lily ever since that day,I've been miserable, please lily give me a second chance....please lily i beg you"he said and tears running through his face

Does he mean it?do i believe him?in this state? I wish you were sober.Second chance? BULLSHIT!

“Go home Jerald,and don't expect a second chance I've given you many chances already so stop dreaming and go home”i said

I slammed the door to his face and locked it

Couldn't this night get any better?

I laid on my bed, looking at the table on how much work i still have to do this weekend.

Im just gonna start tomorrow i said to myself then looked at the time.

11:11pm? people say this is a lucky time and say you should wish in this time...well there's no wrong in trying right?

I wish...

...you come back.

I laughed “Hahaha bullshit”i said and notice tears shit I cried again
Obviously that wish is not gonna happen how i wish you were here right now. Its been what six months? Your really a jerk for leaving me alone

I hate you

I cried and cried

I fucking miss you so much

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