Jai's P.O.V
WARNING !!
SELF HARMING INVOLVED
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i literally just made a complete fool of myself by asking luke to be my boyfriend. i felt like dying, luke will probably never look at me the same again. he'll probably think im a freak. its 12 am and I'm still crying over luke. i'm not good enough for luke. im ugly, fat, gay and a disgusting human. i finally get up go to the bathroom and find my old friend. my razor i start to cut my wrists. *fat* cut *ugly* cut *worthless* cut *luke will never want you *cut* i finally stop when i feel like i had enough. i need someone i get out my phone and text someone who i thought i would never talk to anymore..
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Lukes P.O.V
i just fucked everything up. me and jai were having a good time until jai asked me to be his boyfriend. I panicked i love jai maybe even more as a brother but im dating someone and i can't choose. i honestly feel so bad i just wanna go up to him and attack him with hugs and kisses but he probably hates me right now. i finally decide to sleep and talk to him tomorrow.
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Jai's P.O.V
i wait for a reply and finally get one.
Ariana: oh,, hi jai i guess
i text her back saying
"i need you:("
she replies quickly saying
"are you okay?!? jai call me now!"
i call her she sounded worried. i felt bad for making her worried.
"no nothing's wrong ariana, i just miss you. you know i explain to her
"i miss you too jai. more than ever i could be yours again" she days quietly
"and why can't i be yours?" i ask her
"because you never asked" she says and even though i cant see her i know she's smirking. she probably knows i am too.
"but i want to do this the right way so meet at starbucks in 10?" i ask her
"yES!!" she exclaims and hangs up to get ready
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Ariana's P.O.V
I can't believe it jai might ask me out! im so so so happy i can't even explain it. i go get something to wear because I only have 5 minutes. i put on my favorite dirty pig shirt and jai's hat that i "forgot" to return and some shorts with a pair of brown heels and i go the bathroom to straighten my hair. i get a text from saying
"im at starbucks where are you ?!?"
holy shit i didn't even do my makeupwhatever ill just do it in the car
"on my way" i reply to jai
I drive there while doing my makeup when im done i park and find jai. I finally see him and can i just say he looks soooo hot, tan, and muscular.
"JAI" i yell as i run up to him and hug him
"i miss you i mumble in his chest"
"i miss you too ariana"
his words melt my heart. so.. why did you invite me here i say smirking
"because.. ariana i would love for you to be my girlfriend. i wanna call you mine and i want you to call me yours" he says smilie w
"JAI i would be more than happy to be your girlfriend" i tell him
"come here" he says and leans for a kiss the kiss lasts several minutes until he says
"you know it's probably too late for you to drive, how about you come and sleep with me" he says smiling
"you know it baby" i reply and we drive to the janoskians house.
hi guys!! (◠‿◕✿) how are ya'll ?!?! i had this idea in my head for a long time but i finally decided to write it. so can you guys comment what you think about it >.<?? i have nothing to say bc my life's borning but happy weekend!! update; i broke my phone case but im getting a new one
