I'm so tired of being the "Crybaby"。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠'⁠∩⁠'⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。

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[Mikan Angst]

[Self-harm and Suicide]

[:(]

[Enjoy!!]

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Mikan's POV

Tears fell from my cheeks.

I didn't even care about anything at this point.

'Trying to be nice to everyone and help them the best I can..'

Being the Ultimate Nurse.

Ha!

It's more like the Ultimate Crybaby.

I'm always whining and crying like a brat.

Hiyoko is right.

I am a pig barf.

A disgusting trashy pig!

I'm an attention seeker who always shows off her body.

I'm a slut and I know it!!

I should just kill myself!!

...

Huh?..

Kill...myself?..

Maybe..

That could be a good idea.

I got up without a care from Miss Chisa calling for me to come back.

I walked out the room.

I had a plan.

I grinned at it and chuckled.

I'll make everyone happy like this.

They'll forgive me right?

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I gotten all the supplies.

Everything is in order for this to work.

I just need time.

Now to put it into action.

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Step 1

Carrying two desks to the rooftops without being questioned.

Lucky for me,There were already a few desks next to the door.

Step 2

I pushed the first desk against the door.

And struggled but placed the second desk on top of the first one.

Step 3

Taking off my bandages and using them to tie the desk's leg to the the door handle.

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I pulled out the scalp from my uniform pocket.

Looking down at it, My hands were shaking more than usual.

Taking off my blazer and shoes.

I cut my arms and thighs.

Feeling a bit dizzy.

If I don't die from the fall, then from blood loss.

I stepped on the edge of the roof.

I looked down.

'It's a high drop..'

Taking my final breath before I jump.

I fell.

I fell down.

All the way down.

I felt peaceful.

I passed out.

Goodbye Tear drops.

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