07| "I also want you to be happy"

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Grow beautiful feeling in your hearts garden

- Alexandra Vasili

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We've been in Italy for almost three hours and so far there hasn't been any paparazzi and I've never enjoyed being able to walk around without being met with paparazzi

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We've been in Italy for almost three hours and so far there hasn't been any paparazzi and I've never enjoyed being able to walk around without being met with paparazzi.

There were a little bit people who recognised me and wanted a picture or wanted me to sign their autograph.

But I liked meeting them, all. Amara liked them as well. Xavier was just there to be honest.

I like it this way. when there was paparazzi crowding me and all.

It felt like I could breathe and if I'm to be honest, I didn't even realise that the way they would crowd me would make it harder for me to breathe fresh air, you know?...no?

Until I came her to Italy. It made me feel as if I could breathe you know? Feel freedom and not have to worry too much about paparazzi popping out.

But this wasn't gonna last for long sadly. When we get to the award ceremony there going to be paparazzi and when I get back home there's gonna be paparazzi.

They are everywhere. Can they just fucking leave me alone, because I can't. I can't fucking do it. I'm scared honestly.

I'm scared for Amara mostly. I know people adore her and all, I just still want to keep her safe, as much as possible.

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After getting settling in the apartment, Amara and I have decided we wanted to go explore Italy. Just walk around the place and have some mother daughter bonding kinda vibes.

Xavier of course stayed at home, because he had to take care of something for work and didn't want to ruin our mother daughter bonding.

I have never been more happier so far today. I really did want to take a break from him though not gonna lie.

"Mamma, do you like Xavier?" Amara asks out of the blue.

Umm, okay that was...unexpected.

I'm just gonna have to be honest with her, now.

"Umm...yeah I like him." I hesitatingly said looking down at her. She looks at my face and something about Amara she can sometimes tell when your lying.

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