Jealousy's curse

⏤͟͟͞͞☆ | Stalker?

⏤͟͟͞͞☆ | This guy.. He's breath taking. Ever since i have seen him in Highschool i couldn't take my eyes off of him. His blonde fluffy hair, his ravishing smile, his delightful scent, he was basically flawless. Every girl was all over him, and.. i was just there, timidly in the corner, staring at him getting simped over like a fucking loser. I obviously had no chance with him. Most i could do is just imagine scenarios of me and him in my head while at home. I only had one friend, but now i dont really have any anymore. My names Yoon bum, i prefer going by Yoon since Bum kinda sounds like ass, but its okay, i don't mind people calling me Bum. Ever since i moved out of Uncle's house, it has been a lot more peaceful. Im unemployed sadly, still looking for a job. While i was strolling around the city i saw him. I went for a brief peaceful walk, but i don't wanna let this moment go to waste. He had his arm's around a girl..? I hid behind a bush so they wouldn't see me. They sat down and kissed. Oh well, even tho i was heart broken i knew this would happen. I have been stalking him for a long time but i dont wanna do something too extreme like breaking into his house or.. just abnormal stuff. "I love you, Min Jieun." I overheard him saying that to her. I feel so sorrowful. It was getting kinda late tho so i decided to sneak out of that bush and just go home. "Hey Sangwoo, was that guy stalking us?" Oh fuck she saw me, i ran off rapidly, just to avoid any further embarrassment. I got home and locked the door, i need to pay rent but i dont have enough money, god i really need to find a job before i become fucking homeless.

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I sat on the bed and took my pants off. I took out my d**k and started moving my hand from tip to base. I went quicker and quicker. "Nghh.. mm S-Sangwoo~.." i started wanking off even quicker while thinking of Sangwoo. In a few semen spills out of my d**k. God im such a fucking loser, am i really jacking off to a fucking guy, i should've just committed when i had the chance to. There i was sitting in my bed like a fucking mess. Semen all over me and the bed. I was still breathing kinda heavily.

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"I haven't taken a shower since last week, i should really shower" i thought to myself. I got up and went to the shower. I put some body wash on myself and started scrubbing. God im so fucking stupid, i wish he would just notice me already. This is all my fault, i just wish i wasn't such a disgrace to my whole blood-line. What am i even doing, i should just finish washing myself. I sprayed the water all over me. I got out of the shower and put a towel on myself, i wasn't planning on getting dressed. It was really hot and nobody would be able to see my scars anyway. I got in bed and just sat up looking at the ceiling for a bit before going to bed. I closed the lights and flopped right in bed, i started imagining scenarios to help me sleep. In no time i fell asleep.

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"Nghh.. ahh~~ ahh!!.. San-" my moans turned into sudden squeaks. "Shut up you whore" demanded Sangwoo. He went faster and faster. My brain froze, i wasnt thinking anymore. A pinch of pleasure came with the Pain, god Sangwoo was huge. I couldn't do it anymore. "SANG-~ IM CUM- AhhHhh~~" semen spills out of both me and Sangwoo. We were both heavily breathing. Sangwoo rapidly started marking me. "Ngh.. please~ no.." i begged, i was exhausted. Sangwoo ignored me and kept going. "ahhHhHhHH~~" i moaned as he bites into my soft spot. He quickly kissed me and started cuddling me. Quality time spent togheter, exactly what i needed. Man my daddy and mommy issues are really showing.

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"GYAHHHH!!" I shouted, waking up to reality. God that dream was too real, im such a freak god forgive me frfr. Well i didn't know what to do anymore. Sangwoo was the only thing on my mind, jeez he's so fucking hot no wonder he switches bitches every 4 days. I just wish he was with me. I wish i was a girl, i wish he would cuddle me and love me and kiss me and- wait wtf am i thinking about. No no no Bum you're not that desperate for di- i mean for Sangwoo!! God im such a fucking asshole i just wish i was never born, my life is a big mess, i decided to look at the clock. It was 3 am and i wasn't tired at all whatsoever. I looked out the window to see the stars. I remember the good old days when me and my mom would stare at the stars, before she died. We would always make out shapes and laugh with each other. Sometimes my dad would join in too. I miss them so much. I started making out some shapes. Theres a heart!! So cute. Hmm what else. Oh oh! A dog! Awee so cute. Wait who's that outside? Thats kinda creepy, why is some random person just wandering the streets at 3 am..? I should go to sleep. God thats so fucking weird, i can't stop thinking of that one person. To think about it they did look similar to Sangwoo. Could it have been..? No!! Theres no way. But the main question. Why is someone wandering the streets at 3 FUCKING AM!! Fucking weirdos, people like this are the reason why fucking SHAMPOO HAS INSTRUCTIONS. I might aswell try to sleep before i go any more crazy. Good night.