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lucid nightmare

My shadow stumble into the dark

As it disappears

A dream within a dream, going into nightmare mode

What is it that I have seen...?

Reliving these same events I've dreamt of already

A spiral coming to my end

And end coming within an end, going dull
in full circle

Hopeless to face it

Crumbling the world I thought I had overcame
not able to see me

Do I even exist? should I exist?

My shadow escaping me

I run into an empty pit as it lures me in

Stepping over the cracks
The rupture that arise from underneath

Losing my mind

The illness, catching it in vain

My soul leaving my mind

Body still there, why couldn't it just take me too?

Let it take me for good
out of this outside world, finally

Finally just a new place to explore, right?

Awaken; the shudder that leaves me

My hands' quiver, my head reeling

So fucking tired
from the sound of my own thoughts

Keeping me up past midnight

The volcano erupts, bursting

Breaking down

My morals have lost its youth

The end,

I could never surpass.

- ありがとう -