Pumpkin Spice (SKZ Littles)

<1> Meet Little Jisung

(1153 Words)

Jisung was alone in his room, watching TV.

The other members of Stray Kids were out at a restaurant, but Jisung wanted to stay home. He didn't like crowded spaces, or too much noise, except for his own noises. But the second one was only avoidable when the members weren't home, seeing as well...they're Stray Kids.

He was wearing a brown bear onesie, and had his pacifier clipped to his outfit. He only used his pacifier in his younger ages.

Oh did I forget to mention, Jisung is a little.

For the past few months he has been regressing whenever he gets the chance. The only problem is, he rarely gets the chance.

The members have no idea he is a little, and he doesn't plan on telling them. What will it look like if he was walking around like a child in front of his members? What will Chan say? Will they keep him in 3racha, or will they think of him as too much of a baby to work with them?

He was lost in his thoughts when he heard the front door open and giggling. He quickly jumped up from his bed and took off the onesie, tossing it in his wardrobe. He put on some shorts and a tshirt before exiting his room.

"Oh hey Jisung!", Felix said, hugging him, "What did you do while we were gone?"

"Just watched some TV."

"You should have come with us Ji.", Chan said, "Did you eat?"

"No, I'm not really hungry."

"Not hungry?", Minho asked, "Are you okay? You didn't eat breakfast either?"

"He didn't eat breakfast?", Chan questioned, "Why not?"

Jisung stared at the concerned faces of his members before speaking again.

"I just forgot..."

"Forgot? Ji you need to take better care of yourself.", Chan said, putting a hand on his shoulder.

"I know. Excuse me."

Jisung ran back upstairs, leaving everyone confused. Chan and Changbin made eye contact and looked away. Felix and Hyunjin went to the kitchen with plans to bring snacks to Jisung.

Minho, Seungmin, and Jeongin looked concerned.

Jisung POV

Chan is right, I do need to take better care of myself. But it's hard.

I sat on my bed, breathing heavily while trying to hold back my tears. I can't even remember to eat without someone telling me. I'm already so much of a baby, they'll definietely hate me if they know.

Everything is too much, too much. I can't do it.

I noticed it getting harder to breathe as I lowered myself to sit down in front of my bed. I couldn't stop myself from crying.

I'm never going to grow up. I'm never going to be the perfect member for them. I can't even remember basic tasks.

Before I knew it, there was a knock on the door.

"Hey Jisung, are you okay?", I heard Minho ask.

I didn't reply, I just put my head in my knees and kept crying. No one needs to see me like this. I don't deserve their kindness.

I heard the footsteps of Minho walking away.

I had left the TV in my room on and looked up when the sounds of my favorite foreign cartoon came on. Pingu.

I knew I was about to slip. But I couldn't, not when the members are home.

I found myself watching the cartoon and smiling. I wiped my face with my hands and fully immersed myself in the show. Not before long, my plan of not slipping...failed.

I clapped my hands when a funny part came on and laughed. I opened the drawer in my room and took the pacifier off of my discarded onesie from earlier. I put it in my mouth and sat back down.

Then, my door opened.

"Hey Jisung we got you some-"

I looked to see Felix, and the pacifier fell from my mouth.

Felix POV

Am I seeing straight? Who am I kidding, nothing in this house is straight.

When I opened the door to bring Jisung the snacks Hyunjin and I made, I saw him watching tv, with a pacifier in his mouth. It fell out when he saw Hyunjin and I.

He stood up and I saw his bottom lip quiver before I put the snacks down and walked over to him.

Minho was behind us, and came in when he saw me pause at the door.

Jisung was backing away from me, backing into his wardrobe.

"Jisung it's okay. I'm not judging you man."

He didn't look convinced, and eyed Hyunjin, who was staring at the pacifier. He made eye contact with Jisung, who stepped away from the wardrobe. Hyunjin walked up to him and held his hands.

Minho and I joined, still confused as to why Jisung had a pacifier and was watching cartoons.

"Jisung, are you a little?", Hyunjin asked.

"Mmm. Ye~"

Minho and I stood there shook. A little?! I've only read about them on Wattpad. Is it possible one of us really is a little?

Minho casually swatted Hyunjin to the side and lifted up Jisung.

"It's nice to meet you little Jisung. Aren't you adorable?"

"Hihi~", Jisung said, grabbing Minho's hair.

I almost spontaneously combusted from the cuteness. Hyunjin smiled, taking my hand and leading me downstairs.

We stopped behind the couch. The other members stared at us.

"Guys...the cutest thing in the world just happened!", I yelled.

"Oh my god did Seungmin do aegyo and I didn't see?!", Changbin asked, earning a smack on the back of the head from said member.

"No, even better."

As if on cue, Minho came down the steps with Jisung on his back.

Everyone saw the pacifier in his mouth. The little hung onto Minho closely, staring at everyone. He giggled at the open-mouth stare Chan had.

"Chanie look funny!", he laughed.

"Is he...is he a little?", Chan asked.

"Everyone.", Minho started, "I would like to introduce you to Little Jisung."

The little was bombarded with hugs and kisses from the members. He got off of Minho and hugged Everyone.

"Can I be his caregiver?!", Chan asked, excited.

"Oooo me too!", Changbin added.

"I will fight you both. I'm his caregiver.", Minho stated.

When an argument started, the rest of us sneakily took the little back to his room. Together we shared the snacks we made for Jisung while watching his cartoons.

We reassured Jisung that it was alright to be little and he didn't need to be scared of us. We love him unconditionally, and always will.

I noticed the nervous expressions on the faces of two other people in the room. One in particular, staring at Jisung's pacifier again.

I kept that in mind, I'll ask them later.

Minho came into the room with a triumphant look, two upset people behind him.

"As I said, he's my baby. Now everyone move so I can sit next to my angel cakes."