My Head and My Heart

Paranoia

She lays awake at night

As her heart beats out of her chest

Darkness surrounds her as her eyes searched for any morsel of light

The feeling of being watched or heard

Just the thought has her lay awake even if she's exhausted

Though there is no one there she can feel the stares and hear the words

Goosebumps line her skin and she shakes with fear

The fear of being watched and heard

The fear of not knowing if it's only her anxiety or is she just anxious

The fear of wondering if her depression has caused her to see hallucinations

In the end, the thing she truly fears is knowing that none of that is happening

And it's all in her head