Father figure-Dadnoblade

A way to cope-12

I woke up wishing I could stay sleeping but I know I can't I change into a black fluffy shirt with one white underlay at the bottom and a Dino hoodie Phil found and wash it and said it reminded him of someone I tucked the end of the hoodie into the shirt I spinner having the shirt fly everywhere but never leaving me permanently I walk downstairs seeing someone lay on the couch I walk over to Phil who is knitting
"Why is he still here" I say pointing to the couch
"He said it was really far and late so we let him stay" he said looking to me and noticing my outfit
"You wore the hoodie I gave you" I look down on it then back up "yeah I am" I reply I look at my arms still wrapped up from last night I rolled down my to long of sleeves just so I can cover up my bandages
"How does your arm feel" Phil said starting to knit again
"They feel fine thanks" I saw Wilbur sit up I turn to him as he walks up to us "hey" I said as I turn back to Phil
"Thanks for the stay Phil but who is she and why is she here" Wilbur said putting a hand on my shoulder which I just brushed it off he lowered his hand
"She didn't tell you" Phil said looking at us
"No I did your trick but it didn't work" I said as I play with the end of my skirt
"You know him personally" Wilbur said I smirked and grabbed my jacket and walked backwards towards the door
"I am technoblades daughter" I said as I leave the house and go to the bridge where I made the damage
"That's going to take hours to fix...shit" I say as I look at the mess, I grab my axe and break out s bit then I fixed it up I worked on it for a while before Wilbur came out
"Your really his daughter" I pretended I didn't hear him just so it's awkward
"I know you can hear him" Phil says
"You're no fun" I said jokingly as I walk over to them
"How old are you" Wilbur said as he put hair behind my ear
"12" I said brushing off my hand picking out a few splinters but I got used to the pain so I didn't really mind
"Your 12! I thought you were like 16" Wilbur said
"And why would you think that" I said Phil hiding a smile
"We'll you see your- mature and uh.." Wilbur struggled to speck
"Don't you dare say it Wilbur" i heard techno say from behind be which kind of scared me I turned to face him he was right behind me
"I was going to say we'll contained" Wilbur said trying to save the compliment
"No you weren't" techno said dead eyeing Wilbur he just let out a nervous chuckle
"I'm going to get back to work now I did cause a bit of mess" I said as I wake back to continue fixing the bridge which I bit as we'll call a deck now since you couldn't go under it so it's just a long deck
"Kid" I turned around to see techno I walk up to him ruffles my hair
"Yes" I say trying to flatten out my hair again "want to go plant potatoes" he says I look up to him and smile and dance around "finally!" I said as I went up to him after dancing he held out his hand and I toke it and we walked to where it was grass so the crops won't freeze
"I'm glad you kept your promise" I said as I tighten my grip on his hand in excitement
"I always do" he says as he opens a trap door then I see a ladder I hated ladder and now I'm wedding a skirt great I slowly climb down then techno follows I see a 3 farms,potatoes,carrots, and wheat I see that he already did the wheat
"Let's do the carrots first" he says

—after farming—
"Good job kiddo" techno said as he wipes off the dirt and mud on his hands on his clothes but I managed to keep my clean so I'm not going to "thanks" I said as we walk back we get back it's getting late out Wilbur left and Phil is cooking
"I like the deck you built" techno said
"Thanks"
When we arrive home I sit down at the table as Phil comes out with lamb or steak and some vegetables (mostly carrots) and mashed potatoes it was the best meal I had in a while that remember after I ate I thanked them and headed up stairs looking at my dirty hands before going into her bathroom and washing my hands looking at myself in the mirror,dirty face,messy hair,weird clothing I put on only the cold water and made a bowl with my hands after it was filled with water I dipped my face into it rubbing the reminding onto my face I grab the towel and dry off my face and hands then look in the mirror
I went to the shower and turned it on letting the water run a bit when I undress and takes down my hair then I go into the shower finally having a shower after a week or so, I never really shower it kinda just slips by and techno and Phil don't mind me looking a bit dirty or smell so they never really told me to I got out and dried off I rub my hair making it go all fuzzy and gross I go out peeking out of the room to make sure Phil or techno wasn't waiting I walk out and change into my Pjs and into bed and feel asleep
In the morning I got up and went to the bathroom and brushing my hair it finally looking decent I put on normal clothes and headed downstairs
"Someone showered last night" Phil said from the kitchen
"You noticed that quickly" I said hugging him when he cooks eggs and toast again I toke some because I'm not that picky techno came down
"Sleep in?" I say as I get him water and hand it to him
"No just...stayed up all night" techno said chugging the water
"You go back to sleep I'll go to the farm" I say he looked at me and Phil "alright just don't do the wheat it's it ready" I nod and put on my boots "shit" I saw and I take off my boot and look at it
"Don't use that language" Phil said as techno walks back to his room "sorry my lace just broke"I said as I pull the lace out of the boot swing it teared to shreds and multiple breaking points I throw it out and grab the other boot and do the same
"Looks like you can't go outside till I make new laces" Phil said as he watched me try to find new laces
"Yeah which sucks cause I told-" I started specking
"I was right here how about you go clean your room and I'll tell him" Phil said places a hand on my back barely pushing me towards the stairs I go up and see my room is a mess so I start cleaning feeling guilt in my body it sucks I lock my door and cleaning but this time I started humming a weird tune
Knock knock
"Yes?" I said forgetting I locked the door and quickly unlock it "hey" Phil said as I let him inside the now clean room we both sit on the edge of the bed "we noticed you trying to explore more" I nod alone to knowing we're this is going "I know you told us what's bothering you but I know it's something else what is it" I look at him then my hands "uhh well you guys aren't exactly my age group so I feel kinda lonely" I saw looking at him he's nodding his head knowing my problem
"I know but we're trying to keep you safe, people betray people often" Phil said putting hair behind my ears
"I know, I got the talk multiple times" I say as I stand up and walks around "I just want to see a kid, a real kid one that's younger then me not an adult who all they thing is government and war" I say as I try not to make eye contact "ok..thanks for telling me Iratie it means a lot" Phil said as he stands up and hugs me I hugged him back we stayed like that for a bit until Phil had to go work so he left I just stayed and looked around,a plain,boring room that's when I went outside and got my jacket and my boots remembering there broke and I toke off my jacket hanging it up and looking around then I see Phil's shoes I go up to them and quickly put them on a bit big but I tied them tight which worked just fine I put my jacket back on and head out running to go find flowers I found pink,purple, and blue I picked on more of each so I can put them in a vase at home i run home and takes off the  boot putting them in the right place and untying the laces so there looser so it looks like I never touched them, I hanged up my jacket and run to my room I take all the flower petals and set them in a bowl and mix them with water then I to to a rug and takes some hair I tt the end with a ponytail I had and some glue and the bottom then I glued it a piece of wood I added some flour to the mixture to thicken it and I made
Paint
I grabbed the brush and started painting my walls I did this all day, letting my mind free not caring if I messed up to the colour blended it looked like me and that was perfect
Knock
Oh shit I open the door and step out and close the door again
"Hello" techno says looking down at me
"Yes hello need something" I said hiding my hands because they were covered in paint
"Why are you now hiding your hands" techno says as he grabs my hands and looks at them then drops them "what is it" he says
"Paint" I said looking at the ground and my hands
"Let me see" he says I let him inside and he takes a second to look at the walls covered in different scenery and design he nods when spinning I put the bowls of pant by the sink
"How did to make it" he asks
"Flower petals,water and flour" I say no of the thing can go bad and the colour will stain my wall so it is paint
"Where did you get the flowers petals" he looked back at me
"I used Phil's old boots to go get some outside"
"Do you regret it?"
"No?.."
"Good make sure-"
" you don't come to it, you told me that many times before" I cut him off with his own words
"Go take a shower and clean up a bit we want you to meet someone ok" he said ruffling my hair
"Will do.." I was going to continue to speck but I waiting till he was out of the room "..dad"

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Cry bitches 🔫
By the way,never NEVER make paint like this also I don't know if you can see it but my font is changing just ignore that anyway! Who are you going to meet?