It was a dark and cloudy day. A door was closed inside the house, and it was KiKi hiding inside the room. She was hiding from the outside world, which was cruel and it was something that always made her insecure. She was sobbing in a corner of the room, wanting comfort from one of her toys but she threw them away in frustration. She held her head as the anger of guilt and depression collected within her.
Someone was banging on her door. It was her mom. She huffed and continued crying her heart out. Everything was too much for her to handle. She brought her knees up to her chest and rest her head on her knees. After a while, she heard a familiar voice,
"KiKi?"
She looked up and her eyes widened as she sees her bias kneeling in front of her. Suddenly, my room changed into a field of sunflowers. The cool breeze and the scent of sunflowers almost made her fall asleep. She quickly stood up and stared at the figure she love the most. A light was beaming around him as if he was an angel who came to rescue her. They were staring at each other until he suddenly flashed his gummy smile at her.
Her heart started to flutter more, she never expected her bias to be this beautiful in real life. After he smiled at her, he slowly turned around and walked towards the light, which was similar to the BTS Logo. As he got closer, the light beam lessened and was revealed with the rest of the members. All of them were smiling at her and they were watching her with so much admiration.
The gate of the light slowly closed and as it was about to close completely, she saw a white ceiling. She got confused and rubbed her eyes. She looked around and was met with her cupboard beside her bed. She raised her eyebrow and after letting her brain process everything she saw, she realised that it was a dream. KiKi sighed and sat up on her bed. She remembered how she cried the other day inside her room.
"Maybe that triggered me..." she said as she rested her head on her pillow as it was only 2 in the morning. Before she fell asleep, she remembered her dream. Thinking about what she saw made her blush more and more. She smiled and took out her phone to look at the wallpaper of the seven members.
"Thank you for the visit, Bangtan." She said as she drifted off to a deep peaceful sleep filled with happiness and joy.
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This is a true story well as you can see, KiKi is me. As I'm going through a tough time nowadays, they were the ones who cheered me up. And I remembered how I saw Yoongi in my dream last year when I was feeling very down.
And there was no one to comfort me. I was struggling all by myself because I didn't open up about my struggles to my parents. And it was during this time I got to know about BTS and they helped me to get out of the dark hole. It was them who saved me. To this date, whenever I'm feeling down and incredibly guilty, I'd listen to their songs. My comfort songs are Mikrocosmos and Magic Shop. Whenever I listen to those two songs, I'd forget about everything that's going on around me.
Now that I've said everything I wanted, I wanted to let you guys know that I might release a special chapter on the 1st of September in honour of celebrating Jungkook's birthday.
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