amare significa sacrificare

Chapter 10

"I want as many of my men as possible on this mission " I say we have around 90 men in total  so we need Atleast 50 for this

I can't believe that bitch she thinks I wanted to marry her she's just a good fuck but god she was like no other girl she made me feel things and we didn't even have sex like I wanted to hug her and I don't do that I do sex then leave one night stands hook ups not cuddling her but she was really fucking with me last night

from the night we found her with blood dripping I knew she was a self harmer but why would it be my fault so what I bullied her she really thinks I care in fact she wants to play games I'll pay games

"Listen up i want everyone of u to kill with only knifes no guns knifes only " I say grinning consider this don't piss me of warning

We shall attack the Spanish mafia tonight everything good we originally where going to kill Rosa's mother and her top 5 guards but now after Rosa bitchy comment I'm having all 40 of there men killed she should know better then to make me mad

"Boss we are ready to go " Gary says who is head of security

"Let's go then and please don't fuck up "

I can't have this Fail but I know they don't expect this from us but I don't know what Rosa will say I'm just glad she is sleeping or she would have demanded I tell her why half my men are in the house

I need to go check to make sure she is still sleeping

When I open the door she is there peacefully sleeping doesn't even know she will never hug her mother again

"Temuro" she yawns as she stretches

Fuck

"Go back to sleep" I say waking over to her

"Why is there so much noise outside " she says sitting up

"It's nothing the men are just training now go back to sleep" I say as I stroke her hair  Really comforting her pathetic

"Your mad why are you mad " she says as she straddles my lap only wearing underwear and my baggy top

"Just got business to do but I need to go, do yourself a favour and sleep or call your brother just do something while I'm gone " i say trying to hint for her to say her goodbyes

"Your letting me call him" she says kissing me as if we where happily married

"5 mins and make it special bc idk when I will let u again " the truth to that is he won't be Abel to pick the phone up I should feel bad he's only 10

She callls her brother it's a normal conversation there last words where I love you I shouldn't feel this bad the whole conversation she had a hand around me like I was doing something nice only if she knew

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When I finally left it was 10 and 12 pm when we arrived at the Spanish mansion we all hurried killed as many men as we could

i couldn't do it I didn't let anyone kill her brother it wasn't right he wasn't the target her mother and men was he was innocent I'm not that bad of a monster