I really really want a girlfriend. I feel like I sound so stupid when I say that but I really want a girlfriend. I'm bi and I have dated both guys and girls but I dated the same guy for like 3 years and I feel like I've lost all my knowledge of like girls. I don't know how to talk to them anymore or how to make a girl be more then just friends with me. I'm not really a girl either I don't like to be called a girl but I look feminine or whatever. It just feels so difficult to get myself out there. I want to experience having a real good relationship with a girl. I don't mean I won't date another guy if one comes by but I just wanna experience something new ya know. Hopefully this year I can and maybe you'll get an update. Idk I'm trying.
