Just a few flaws to your perfect life (Robin Buckleyxfem!Reader)

She loves me?

Tws: None

Y/n's pov

I told robin i loved her. And she claimed she feels the same way. Does she love me? I zoned out in the car. We were on the way to find Eddie. Steve loves eddie. Its clear. And i ship that. I felt someone look at me so i turned and i saw nancy stare at me. Concerned.

"Y/n Are you sure your okay? I- i don't know what happened but I'm scared. This is why i didn't want you to get involved." nancy said driving to the nearest parking spot to find Eddie. Robin Lucas and dustin were in steves car and max was with us. I shook my head

"I dont really know. What if i die like those other kids?" i said with tears in my eyes. 

Nancy looked at me then back to the road "No. I'm not letting that happen. I w-"

"Wait. Sorry to interrupt nancy. Y/n how many 'visions' have you had?" max said interrupting nancy.

"Two. One last friday and the other.Well today obviously" Max's eyebrows furrowed

"F- from what the file's said from the counsler both fred and chrissy had four(was it three or four because its four now because the four dings) 'episodes' then they- died." max said i took a deep breath "So im dead in two more." 

"No Y/n we will figure it out. Your not dying. I promise." nancy said. I was about to protest but we were already here i got out of the car with max and nancy when we saw everybody else standing around steves car

"Y/n are you okay?" steve askedi shook my head

"I have two more of those god damn episode things and im fucking dead? Yeah im perfectly fine knowing im about to die!" i said holding in tears. Robins gaze softened. She looked upset. She ran over to me and hugged me. I hugged her back puttin gmy head in the crook of her neck

"No. I cant loose you Y/n/n" Robin whispered her voice breaking halfway through. i started softly crying into her neck

"I dont want to die. Im scared robin I dont want to loose you i love you." i whispered, crying.

She only tighted her grip on me. I did the same. I felt safe in her arms. I love this girl. And i might die in a matter in like three days? I might loose the girl i love. Robin then said "I love you too. So much. Im going to try everything to not loose you. I promise." i shok my head "Why does the world hate gays?" she laughed then pulled away, kissing my forehead.I felt my face grow hot. i put my face in my hands and robin laughed, putting her hand around me steve spoke up "Y/n. Max were not letting both of you die i promise. We have to find eddie right now though. Y/n do you have your walkman?" i shook my head

"Yeah i got it out of my car why?" i said, clueless steve looked shocked "Why?! Because you almost died and your shit song (song here) Saved you. Vecna cant get you if yoru listening to (Song)" i nodded my head then grabbed th ewalkman putting it on and playing the music. Tuning out the rest of the world. We were walking through the forest. I was walking right next to robin i saw her talking but i wasn't listening. Hopefully she wasn't talking to me. I grabbed her hand. And we walked the rest of the way with our hands interlocked. We saw the rock steve 'made' and we saw eddie sitting around it. I saw steves face light up it was cute. I pulled my headphones down, turning off the music. Robin looked at me like i was an idiot. I turned my head confused. "Im not letting you die." she said laughing. Putting the headphones back on me head. then turning on the walkman.. I laughed shaking my head. I looked left and right seeing everyone was talking to eddie. And i kissed her. On the lips. I kissed a girl. My first kiss. It wasn't long. About five seconds ebfore steve yelled at robin and she pulled away, blusing. Then grabbed my hand again. But those were th ebest five seconds of my life. steve quirked an eyebrow i heard him say though the music "Wait did you guys just kiss?" me and robin blushed again "No? I dont know? Maybe?" tobin said stuttering i laughed at her steve looked confused

"Thats a yes or no question?"  robiin just looked at steve blankly until eddie started talking to steve again. After five or so minutes later robin nudged me. "Were going" she whispered to me

 We walked through the forest again and found the lake. There was a light red glow in one area and i took the headphones off my head, still hearing the music. to listen to this plan steve said we they were going into teh boat and stuff. Nancy, robin and eddi egot in a boat dustin tried to get in and steve said he couldnt that threes the limit. Then he jumped in the boat they started going away and robin yelled "No im not leaving Y/n! Alone pretty much! Turn back!" i yelled back "I need to watch the kids! Mostly dustin I will be fine."  dustn hit me "What?" he looked at me as if it wasnt obvious "The fucking police are here. Shut up." my eyes widened when i saw flashlights in our direction. Police holding them. Yelling at us. We started running in a random direction. But we got caught. We ran for about ten minutes before i tripped on a root in the dark. And fell i scraped y leg pretty bad. Luckily my walkman was fine. but when lucas and max went to pull me up the police got there first. Yelling at us about curfew. and this ebign a crime scene and shit. We got put into two police cars. And me being the oldest was asked where my parents lived. I told them my adress and thye started driving.

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Hello! Mwah Mwah Gae kiss #yeah eat sleep shit drink repeat die at age 69 everyone when we all turn 69 lets kill ourselfs it wouldbe really funny ykyk sorry for errors! And sorry the storyline is getting fucked up by me #sorrynotsorry<3

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-Madds <3