We were about to film the last scenes today and tomorrow we all would go back home. I was quiet excited to see everyone again.
I was in my costume for the day and went with Mason and Miguel to the set. We talked about how sad we are that this all will be over tomorrow.
As we reached the set we all talked to Scott and then we went to our places and our positions.
We had to film the call between robin and Valentina now. It was hearbreaking for me because I was just in the role and it was sad that the love of Valentina's life just died.
- Finney gives the phone to his best friend and she takes it. "Hello?" She asked quietly. Tears streaming down her face because she exactly knows who's on the other side of the call.
"Hello mi amor.." the brown haired boy speaks into the phone. His voice sounds like he was also about to cry. Of course he would cry. Shes literally the love of his life.
"Hey carino don't cry. I promise you that you'll be ok!" Robin tries to sound happy and comforting but the dead boy sadly fails. It makes Valentina wanna throw up.
"No! I'm not going to be ok when I know that you're dead!" She shouts at the boy. Anger filling her. She knows she shouldn't be mad at him. And she wasnt. She was mad at the guy who did that to her. Who did that to him.
"But you have to. Because I want you to. I don't want you to waste your life crying over me!" Robin Snaps back at her.
She closes her eyes as even more tears find their way down her cheeks. "Yeah... maybe you're right. But I miss you Robin. I need you. You- you- fucking hell... you know that I need you. I'll always need you. I love you." The Spanish girl starts to shake slightly and her voice cracks even more.
She was about to break down.
"Hey! You don't need me okay? You're the bravest girl I know. You know how to fight, how to speak up, and how to do literally everything. And I'm so fucking proud of you. I mean look how long you two lasted.... More days than me! I know you'll miss me and that you'll maybe need me. But you're independent and you don't need no man or someone else just to life your life. I love you too mi amor." Robins voice sounds like he was really crying now.
Valentina falls down on her knees on the floor. As she heard the last words he said
"I'm not going to come home mi corazon. You have to accept it. Just remeber that I'll always love you with all my heart. And that I miss you. I tried. I tried for you to stay. But I failed. I'm sorry..."
She wanted to say something back but the line went dead. -
When we finished the scene I couldn't stop crying. This was all way to real for me. I was just inside this role and it was really sad. I could've sworn that Miguel cried to. But of course he wouldn't admit it.
After I calmed down and whipped my tears away we continued to film the fight scene and all the rest of the movie.
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After we finished we all walked back to our places
(I'm tired of calling their places trailer)
And changed into some comfy clothes because we wanted to go somewhere with the whole cast. I picked a really cute outfit.
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(The outfit. You can change it if you want)
When I was done with everything I walked out and went to masons place. He came just out of the door when I was about to knock. He looked at me in shock and I just laughed at his confused face.
It really did look funny.
After everyone was done with everything we went to the dinner place.
We wanted to eat something before we leave.
While we were eating we decided where we want to go. After a while we all agreed to go to the beach because it should look beautiful at the night.
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I run around the beach with Maddy and Rebecca. I was so happy to have them both with me.
We became great friends while we were filming. Maybe the fact that we were the only girls here also made us grew close.
Miguel and I also grew even more close. I wouldn't lie when I say I maybe had a little crush on him. But I know that he doesn't feel the same because I'm probably some kind of sister to him or something like that.
We all keep running until the boys scream for us and tell us to come back because they want to do something with us.
