Unpredictable (Princeton Bully Love Story)

Its Just...Unpredictable

Lyric P.O.V.

Why the fuck was Jacob looking at me like that? I honestly dont think he knows who i am though... The bell jusr rang. I have Writing next!!! Thats my favorite subject over ANYTHING else. I hope i have it with La'Shay...idk how id survive this day with out her with me most of the time...Idk how id survived the first class already... Oh! and i hope Jacob isnt in ANYTHING else i have. If he is, the lord might as well kill me now. Im on my way to writing right now. I have almost no clue where im going so i just follow the room numbers until i get to room 288, Mr.Porters english/writing class. 

I walked in and sat down in the VERy back, the farthest from the bord, i immidiatly slouched down and took out my 'diary'. I guess it isnt really a diary, just a book of personal poems. 

"What are you writing?" I looked up, it was La'Shay. "Shay!" I was so glad she was here. "Its just a book of poems...there not that good..." She took it from me. I didnt object because she was my bestie and i had nothin to hide from her. "Wow, Lyr! Your a good writer...If this wasnt sorta personal i wouldve told you to show it to Mr. Porter. "Id literally die if he read this!" Now Shay was sitting next to me in the back of the class. "So..uh" I failed at sounding casual. "Whos in this class?" She giggled slightly. "My boy, his friends-" "You dont mean you know who right??!!" I nearly shouted, what little peopl were here looked over at us. "Yes I mean you know who, but dont worry about it, he wouldnt dare lay a finger on you when im around." I relaxed slightly. "Shay...He was in my P.E. class, us girls was playin ball..and uh..It kindda looked like he was checkin me out. But idek so, whatever i guess."    "I wouldnt be surprised, Lyr, youve really changed...Like i said, your beautiful....And yes, I am back to big sister mode. " She laughs, i smile weakly. " Im scared Shay, i know hes gonna start that shit up again...What if i dont have some classes with you and he-" She didnt let me finish. " give me your scheduale." I did as i was told. " Lyr, we have EVERy class together exept first period, but the coaches are ALWAYs their so you aint got no worries..." "Yes i do...What if im home alone and-" "Lyric, your just paranoid now, why would he bother you at your house. And besides, i have a feeling things will change between you guys..." she smerked....Does she think-? Oh Hell Naw!! " Shay! " " What? You said he was checkin you out...maybe he changed.He dfinatly changed his tude round me, maybe round you too tho. Lets just hope for the best."

The bell to begin class rang.....The signal for the real torture to begin....

"I see we have a new student.....Lyric Crippin. Please come up and introduce yourself to the class and ask some simple questions." I think hes trying to get me killed...But i couldnt say no to a teacher..Or could i? Naw, i dont wanna cause trouble on the first day. Judge me if you want but i am lil Miss Good Girl..."Uh..".i slowly walked to the front of the room." My anem is Lyric..and thats it.." I started to go sit down. " Not so fact, does anyone have any questions?" A girl in the back raised her hand. " Uh...yes? " i said very very quietly. " Whats your favorite color?" That one was easy. " Green" I looked at everyones reactions. Jacob raised his eyebrows. Some chick next to him snorted. Shay's bf was just looking at me, not how Jacob was, but like he was trying to figure out who i was. I know he knew who i am tho. I saw him talking to Jacob in P.E., they were talking and looking at me at the same time, they must know who i am then. The some kid, i think his name is Ray, part of Jacob's crew rose his hand. He didnt wait for anyone to call on him "What size bra do you wear?" The whole class erupted in laughter exept for Shay and Jacob...Jacob looked at me and said" Im guessing a...C?" That made me so mad! He was right! That means he must have been checkin me out! That fuckin dick head! Then i caught most of the guys checkin out my rack. I just crossed my arms and sat back down. I immidiatly put my head down and took out my book of poems agaqin...Thinking of a way to make a poem of what just happended...acrosstic..no...Haiku?...maybe....should it be about what happemed or the people who did it? I just dropped the thought and out the book away. Thats when a flash back came...

~FlashBack~                                                                                                                                                          It was back in 7th grade, i wrote almost a whole notebook about how much i hated Jacob and his whole rew, how i wished him death and how i dreamed of putting magets in their food, clothes, houses and the list goes on and on. But anyways, I was just about to put the book away when Jacob snatched it away from me, i tried grabbing it back but hes like 5 inches taller than me, probly even taller now tho. And i knew right away he read the entry that said how i used to like him, before that Latimore kid changed him...He basically bullied me because this other kid named Jacob Latimore told him too. But Latimore got expelled for bullying some other kids. So i guess Jacob just followed his foot steps for the fun of it. I liked him..alot...before Latimore came into the picture. When he read it i saw a mix of emotions in him eyes, as if he felt the same. As if he regreted it. But almost at the same time, all that was replaced by hate, rage and anger. All directed at me! He ripped the pages out. I scrambled to pick them up. Then he kicked my side. I curled up in pain, i held me scream in. I tried to stand up, wheni finally did, he pushed me into the nearest lockers. I guess everytime he decides to bully me, everybody decides to leave, so it was just me and him in the hall. But fortunatly, that was the ONLY time he ever bullyed me physically. I just slid down the lockers and tried to catch my breath. I couldnt! I tried to grab my inhaler. Yes i have asthma. But Jacob got to it first and threw it across the hall and walked to class. I basically crawled over to it, just in time too. I inhaled it immidiatly and went back to gather my stuff. By then the bell for the next class already rang...Just great.                                                       ~End Of Flashback~

I realized just then that Shay was calling me name, i snapped out of my flashback and back to reality. Apparently shes been calling me name for about 3 minuted now, she looked worried. I looked at her realy confused...I dont know what happened..I never had flashbacks like that where i actually felt like i left my body back to that time. I noticed everyone, Including Jacob, was looking at me. All had a worried look on their face, exept Jacob. Even what seems to be his Girls friend looked kindda worried about me. "Lyric! Ive been calling your anem for 3 minutes! Why didnt you hear me??" She looked genuinly concerned...figures. I just looked at her and said. " I dont know....Just tired i guess." Everybody went back to doing their own thing and pree much forgot about me. "Lyr, for real! WHat happened.?!" I think i should just tell her about what happened back then, but even though it was so long ago, i thought she might flip out on Jacob...And i did not need any more attention from him than i was already getting. " Uh...come by my place after school, its a very long story." She just nodded her head and we all got back to work, we had to identify a bunch of types of poems and figurative writing, naturally i knew all of them, so i let Shay copy mine, thats what friends are for right??? For then, i had every class with Shay, she introduced me to Jay at lunch, her only bro that didnt hang with Jacobs 'kind'. I liked him right away, but just as a bro. He doesnt hang with Jacob, he doesnt support what he does. So hes cool with me iguess.  It turns out he came from Harlem just about 4 monthes before i did. But he went to a differnt school. I didnt eat any lunch, I was to into a conversation about Harlem with Jay. Hes pretty cool. I just hope i dont fall for him and make things wierd between us. 

~After School~

Shay walked with me home. We were just about to turn the corner to my house when she said, " I think Jay likes you. " Thats it, no explanation just that. 'what do you mean? He seemed like he was just being nice..."